Yep. The World Has Friends. It gots Ememys. But Cant It Have Love Too? HIs Arms Were Strong Around Me And Warm .. So Warm. His Head Rested On Mine. HE Was Crying. I Didnt Want To Break The Hug. To Look Him in The Eye While He Was Crying Over 'Love' And 'Break' His Manhood. So I Didnt Pull Away. I Dont think I Ever Couldve. But He Did. He Pulled Away And Wiped His tears.
"I KNow It Could Never Happen .. " He Whispered Looking Behind Himself Like He Wanted to Make Sure No One Saw Our Awkward Embrace. I , Too , Was Afraid Someone Saw It. Someone Would Tell Emery. But No one Did.
"How Do You Know that?" i asked Quietly. He Looked At Me With A Blank Stare. "I Mean," i Started. 'Its Not Impossible." He Smiled And Without A Moments Hesitation He Pulled ME In And Kissed Me. I Shouldnt HAve. I Shouldve Walked Away. told Emh. Ignored Tyler's ... Sob Story. But Nope. i Didnt. I Let This happen. i let him kiss me.. and i kissed back. It was like it was meant to be. Like He wasnt that Jerk who picked on me since 3rd grade. the one that Emery had to protect me from/ He was Tyler. A guy. Who Was gorgeouse. who loved me. Someone i could love too. A feeling fluttered from my stomach and seemed to surge through me to him and back. Something We Both Shared. Something Magical. Something .. Real. We Stood there holding each other. Kissing each other. Sharing Each other. I broke Our Lock. this was SO wrong yet SO right. I Looked Him In the eyes. He Gave a faint smile then he raised his hand to my face and wiped a tear from my cheek. I hadnt even known was crying. Bu then i knew, i knew what that feeling that surged through us was. It was relief. like we both had been waiting for this forever. And with the feeling came tears. I held his hand against my cheek and stared into his eyes.
"You dont know how long ive waited .. " his voice cracked.
"I know." i said. I wiped his tears and he wiped mine. This feeling was new. i NEVER thought of Tyler like i did now. Its like the kiss brought up so many feelings. Feeling i KNEW id never be able to shake. the bell rang signaling we were late. I Sat down and sighed. He sat beside me.
"Tyler," i paused. "How Am I gonna tell Emh?" i looked at him. His head was down.
"i dont know. Kelly hates me. i know that. Hes been growing hate as long as ive been growing love. He'll never accept it." he said to the table. I looked at him. Really looked at him. He Was So Real. Not Like Those guys who only wanted one thing and told you everything was ohk. No. He told me the truth. Something that io needed but hated. i Groaned and let my self fall back. He Pulled his chair next to mine and wrapped his right arm around me. I rested my head on his shoulder and he rested his on my head. his left hand cupped my left hand and i smiled up at him.
"whats your favorite song?" he asked me. i stared at him.
"What?" i asked with a small laugh.
"For Real." he said with a similar laugh to mine. "Whats Your Favorite Song?" I thought about it.
"Kiss Me: By Ed Sheeran." i said. He Smiled."
"i Love that Song." He said pulling out his phone.
"what are you doing?" i asked trying to see his phone screen.
"Trying to make you happy." he said with the biggest, cutest most inoccent smile id ever seen. I layed my Head back on his hsoulder as Kiss Me blazed through his phone speaker. It was perfect. the way we were. Wrapped together. Ed Sheeran singing to us.
"thank you." i whispered.
"No problem." he squeezed my hand. i wanted to think that Emery was wrong for hating Tyler but how could i? the only side of Tyler Emery ever saw was the mean side. He never saw this Tyler. the one that sadi he loved me. Heck, i never even saw thjat Tyler. We sat there silently for a little while. until Ed Satarted Singinf about what hes been feeling.My eyes started to flutter closed.
"its like he reads my mind." Tylers voice startled me awake.
"I know. i love him." i said with a smile. He kissed the top of my head and i giggled.
"I love you LeeLayh." he said staring into my eyes. then i was shot back into reality. Soon i would have to leave this study room. With or without Tyler. And soon id have to tell Emery. I didnt want to ruin this moment though. So i looked away from his eyes and looked down at my shoes. He sighed and let go of my hand that hed been holding onto tight like if he let go the world around us would fall apart.
"LeeyLayh .. HE HAs To Know." i didnt have to ask. i knew who he was talking about.. And it wasnt Ed Sheeran.
"I know But... Its gonna break him." we sat there. Moment Shattered and hanging in the unwanted awkwardness till the libraryan came in.
"you guys got passes to be here?" she said smaking her gum. Tyler and i looked at each other. "Didnt think so." she said and motioned for us to come out of the room. " Ya'll Need To Get out and go to ya'lls calsses." How Could They Let Her Work Here? i thought to myself. She Was A Skinny pale girl with LOADS of makeup on and a skin-tight-tooooo-short-you-daddy-would-smack-the-living-daylights-outta-you skirt. i looked her up and down. Wasnt She is high school herself? I felt Tyler's hand around my arm pulling me up gently and i looked up at him.
"Come On." i sighed and picked up my stuff. We walked out of the stuy room and past the front desk.
"Ya'll are going to Ya'lls classes right?" i rolled my eyes and looked back at the skimpy librarian.
"Obviously." i said without thinking. She Rolled her eyes.
"whatever go on." she said turning away. We walked out of the library and down the hall.
"Where are we supposed to go now?" i asked standing beside Tyler. We Walked Slow.
"Wanna Skip?" He asked waiting for my answer.
"What The Heck." i said walking towards the Main Doors. i was WAY to full of feeling to listen in class ANYWAY. We walked to the MacDonalds Across the street.
"You want something?" he asked as i sat down. i looked up at him. The Sun glowed on his skin and he jerked his head to move the hair out of his eyes. Wow i thought.
"Uhm No. Thnaks." I said looking out the window.
"ohk Be right back." he said leaving his back-pack and stuff by the table. I watched him walk to the register and order. He Was gorgeouse. And He loved me. It Was hard fo rme to belive someone could love me.. i didnt know why?
He came back with a Big-Mac a large frie a 10 pc. McNugget And a medium Frie. He Put the Muggets and Med. Frie In front of me. I looked up at him as he sat down and smiled.
"how Did you know this was my favorite thing from here?" i asked confused.
"Uhm .." he looked uncomfertable."I only stole your McDonalds bag of food from you at lunch like 1000 times." he gave a hesitant smile.
"Oh Tyler!" i said and leaned over the table and kissed him. I was ciompletely and utter swoon. Tyler was everything. Yea. He was a jerk. But Soon, He'd be my Jerk :D
