Break-ups, Scars and Feelings-Part 2

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Demi's POV:

"I'm glad you liked it." He smiled. "I know, that we've had differences in the past, Dem. But I still love you more than anything. I loved you since the day that I met you and I finally had you, I had the girl I loved. But stupid me let that all go, please, Demi. Please will you take me back?"

His words replayed in my head. I was speechless. All the memories came flooded back, from when we used to go to school together, when he was a little geeky, when he worked in the bakery and I'd help out, X-Factor auditions, when we started dating, the butterflies I'd get after we'd kiss.

I wanted to be his again. I missed him. "No." I said, shaking my head. "I can't Harry. I can't lose you again, you're my bestfriend and I want things to stay that way." He looked shocked at what I just said. To be honest, I'm shocked too.

"I understand. I think I can cope with just being your bestfriend." He smirked.

"Thanks Harry. Now come on, let's go back inside I'm freezing."

"Noooo." He pleaded. "I can't be bothered with Lou and El."

"Harry! Be nice," I giggled. "Either way I'm going in. I'll see you later Harry." I said, getting up from the ground and kissing him on the cheek.

"Okay." He smiled as I went back through the window into El's apartment.

"Hey, how're you both now?" She asked.

"What do you mean? We're fine?" I replied, puzzled.

"Oh, nothing." Harry probably told her about him going to ask me out and she wanted to know what the answer was.

"We're still friends. Anyway, I'm going to go to bed. Night, El. Night Lou." I said, walking into the spare bedroom.

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I woke up I could feel the burning sting from my wrist. Owch. I remembered what I did yesterday, the thought of me relapsing killed me.

I got up from the bed and checked the time it was only 5:27am. I walked into the living room and seen that Harry was asleep on the couch, he must have stayed here since El and Louis probably shared a room. "Harry?" I whispered. "Harry wake up." I shuffled around on the coach a bit before opening his eyes.

"Hey." He said, stretching out his arms. "Where are we?"

I giggled slightly. "In El's apartment. I can't sleep and it's only half five. My arms stinging me like crazy."

He sat up on the couch. "Go and get changed and we'll go out, make sure you put on something outdoorsy. I've got an idea for what we can do today." He whispered walking into the kitchen. I went into the bedroom, putting on http://www.polyvore.com/demis_set_untouchable_chapter_31/set?id=100860421

"Do I look okay?" I asked.

"Perfect." He smiled which caused me to blush I moved my head slightly hoping he couldn't tell.

"Here take this." He said, giving me an icepack.

"What's this for?" I asked furrowing my eyebrows.

"Your cuts, I might help so it's worth a try."

We got into his car and he started driving. "Where are we going?"

"Somewhere we used to go." He grinned. We sat listening to music the whole way there. We arrived at a forest, I could not remember being here. I got out the car and we started walking, I put in my earphones and we started to walk in silence. We got to a small part of the forest with a little lake enclosed with tree's and grass. I sat on a large rock near the lake and I started to remember the first time we came here.

~Flashback~

"Harry! Come and have a look at this!" I yelled. He came running to where I was stood and looked amazed at the beautiful lake that was enclosed by tall tree's and small animals. "It's so beautiful." He gasped, grabbing my hand and leading me to one of the tree's. He moved his curly hair out of his face and took a key out of his pocket and started carving into the bark from the tree. He wrote 'HAZZA&DEM.' "I love it, Harry. See, his is why your my bestfriend." I smiled. Harry put his arm around me and hugged me tightly.

 

~Present Time~

"I remember being here!" I shouted. "We used to come here when we were younger. Where about is the carving you did?!" He took my hand leading me further into the forest.

"Ah. Here it is!" He said, kneeling down so he could get a better look at it. "Come here and let me take a picture." I leant down next to him whilst he put his phone at arms-length taking a picture of us. We both smiled at he took the picture. "I'll send it to you." He muttered. We carried on walking and I had my earphones in my ears and hands in my pockets.

"Where's your favourite place?" Harry asked.

"I don't know. I don't think I've been there yet."

"Why not?"

"I don't know. I'll be there soon." I smiled.

"You're so weird." He laughed.

"What about yours?" I asked, moving a piece of hair away from my face.

"Ermmm..." He said, looking around the forest. "Here." Harry smiled.

"Here? Why?"

"Good things have happened here. My favourite place has to be somewhere where there is memories."

"Well, that's cute." I laughed.

"What are you listening too?" Harry randomly asked me. I took out one of my earphones and handed it too him, he placed it in his ears and closed his eyes concentrating on the lyrics.

"If I say who I know it just goes to show you need me less than I need you
Take it from me we don't give sympathy
You can trust me trust nobody but I said you and me we don't have honesty
The things we don't want to speak I'll try to get out but I never will
Traffic is perfectly still."

"What do you think?"  I asked him.

"I like it. What is it? And it's kind of emotional don't you think?"

"Trust me by The Fray and it's better than the music you do." I smirked.

"So you're saying you're not a fan of me?" He questioned.

"Nope." I said, popping the 'p'. " I like you guys, just not your music."

"Oh, you've had it Demetria Devonne Lovato." He said, picking me up and running with me in his arms.

"Put me down, Harry." I screamed. He placed me down in fits of laughter.

"It's not funny."

"It is a bit. Demi, are you going back to recovery?" He asked me in more of a serious tone.

"Harry why would I do that? And what's with all the questions?"

"Well. You know, you relapsed yesterday and I'm not sure. I'm just asking."

"Harry, I'm not going to be better as soon as I get out of there. I'm going to have some ups and downs but I promise you that I'm okay."

"You swear?"

"Yes, of course I am."

After we walked a bit more in silence we decided to head home, we were sat in his car.

"Demi, do you want to come back to mine?"

"It's a bit early. It's only half nine."

"It doesn't matter. Everyone in my house likes you." He smirked.

"No thanks. I will later. Maybe about fourish?"

"Sure. I'll see you then. Bye Demi!" Harry said, as I got out of his car.

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