Have you ever had that feeling, like you don't know what to do your mind is clogged with so many thoughts you cant even seem to comprehend breathing...like you've lost something ..or some one.
Or that feeling were its like you cant even feel because if you tried you'd just be hurt more or to think about something or someone & what happen... like when you feel like your drifting apart even though they are still there in your heart...you hope. or just not knowing how to feel because if you do you will confuse yourself even more.
you true to stop all of your feelings in hope they'll go away but all you do is cry all night.. then you read all of those words written in on your brain, the ones they said...as they sting you inside as you read over those thoughts...or whats written on your screen or just taking in their words that cloud you with hatred..
And before you know it your putting all these walls around you in hope that all of those things will go away....and that you wont have to worry about being hurt anymore because those wall protect you.
that feeling to me is depression......its how most people in the world are feeling right now this very minute/second/hour/millisecond.....but one thing you all might want to know...is because there is all those people out there have the same problem you do. there are people out there who slit there wrist must like you do because they think the pain will go away for once that this other pain is more worth it
because you feel as if you aren't worth anything so you do this to yourself because you believe you have nothing else better to do with your life....some of you think about suicide all the time...remember there are other people out there too with the same exact problem you aren't alone. you may think you are but in reality your not because those people are there to help you out.
one of those people is me...I know exactly how you feel with depression , those feeling I wrote before I felt all of those or thought about all those things....and i know what your thinking you just want me to get help & all your gonna say is stay strong & i wont. But really thats what i do you can private message me on wattpad or tell me your kik whatever but im here for you weither you like it or not .
i'm always gonna help any of you all because i can & i want to, so if you feel like you have no friends or you know you don't..message me because no matter what you've been through what you like no matter how you are it doesn't matter to me ill see you as a real person, no matter if your , black white, mix etc. or if your lesbian, gay , straight , bisexual, transexual, pansexual etc. No matter your religion your beliefs anything i'm your friend no matter who you are..and if you think no one cares your wrong
...because i do & i always will.
So please message me...& if y'all wanted to know this wasn't for me to say this and that about me. it was for you...& i don't want attention....i just want all y'all out there to stop and think is what i'm doing to myself right? wrong? and even if you don't know message me i wanna help you..
i don't know you but id like to (:
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Ill probably get some comments about me wanting attention i can see it now, but really y'all that not what i want....if you want i can add more things on here just message or comment what you want i'm here for you really y'all ill always answer you, because i care for you don't be afraid to talk to me.
