Chapter 12. Don't you leave part 2

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RYANS POV

I mean I shouldn't be worried harry said that to Liam I mean it was true I didn't like him, and he didn't like me... Maybe Harry was gay? No... He dated girls in the past unless he's bi? Ugh shut up Ryan your over thinking play it cool.

"So boys shall we go to dinner?" My mum said to break the awkward silence. We all nodded. Psh I didn't want to go really I was tired and wanted to hang out with Ellie and the new girl Steph. She seemed nice. And innocent.

"Ryan join us too?" My mum said. I snapped out of my thoughts and shook my head 'no'. Everyone crossed there arms over there chests and narrowed there eyes at me.

"I have plans" I lied. They're faces went shocked. Wow this is sad.

"Awh my little Ryan had plans!!l" Liam said pinching my cheeks. He let go and looked at me.

"Wait.. Not with a boy right??" He said I rolled my eyes.

"Nope, with Ellie and Steph" I said making eye contact with Harry for a split second then I turned away back at Liam.

"Awhhhh" Louis said pouting I ran over to his side and hugged him. I needed a hug it was freezing outside I love the winter though.

"Well come along boys get dressed" my mum said walking everyone inside.

As for me I stayed in the backyard.

I sat on a little porch chair and looked at the snow on the grass. I sighed looking at a dying tree.

"Ryan you okay?" Zayn said coming outside to get his boots. I looked up and dried my tears.

"Just peachy" I said sarcastically.

Zayn took a seat next to me, he put his arm over my shoulder and cuddled me.

"Now tell me what's wrong" he said as he cuddled more.

"I just hate boys so much" I said being honest. He sighed and laughed.

"Not all guys are douches" he said as he got up and left. He left me sitting there for a while thinking.

"Dear were leaving if your staying lock up and put the key under the doormat love you" she said as she slammed the door not even letting me say a word back. I sighed again.

I went inside and noticed my nose was red and runny I wiped away the snot and grabbed the key on the table. I closed the door behind me and locked it and put the key under the doormat.

I put my hands in my pockets and began to walk towards Ellie's flat.

Everything seemed so gloomy and sad today. Why though? Was it cause of what I was going through?

I reached deeper into my pocket to feel my phone. I grabbed it and slowly dialed Luke's number. I needed to make things right I hate when I wouldn't talk to anyone I loved for a while. It hurt.. And I know he did everything to me but I don't want to loose him.

"Ryan?" He questioned.

"Luke.. I'm so glad you answered" I lied.

"Uh yeah... Erm what's up?" He asked.

"I know this is awkward but could I meet you somewhere?" I asked.

"Yeah sure.. Starbucks okay?" He asked.

"Perfect" I said he laughed and hung up the phone. Yeah I was supposed to go to Ellie's but that can wait. I'll buy her and Steph a coffee anyways.

15 minutes later

I opened the door to Starbucks the smells filled my nose and the warmth made me warm.

"Over here Ryan" Luke said waving to me. I smiled and walked over to his table.

"Hey" he said his smile filling my heart with joy. He's still the guy I fell in love with but he did some hurtful things.

"First off before we talk I just want to apologize for everything, I was under pressure but that still dosent give me an excuse" my mouth dropped Luke just apologized.

"Wow that means a lot" I said arranging the sugar packets in front of me.

"Ryan I'm in love with you... It hurt me when I did all this douchie stuff to you" Luke said as he reached for my hand and held it. Butterflies filled my stomach until someone ripped us apart.

I looked up to see Liam and Harry.

"W-what you doing?!" I shouted. Harry's eyes full of anger as he gripped Luke's jacket.

"Liam stop it!!" I said as Liam's grip on me tightened. They led us outside and harry pushed Luke to the floor.

"STOP IT NOW STOP!" I whined. But he didn't listen harry got on top of Luke and slapped him. His fingerprints marked Luke's cheek in red.

I managed to get out of Liam's grip and push harry off of Luke and got on top of Luke to protect him. But Harry picked me up and slapped me. Fear rushed through my face and I felt my tears rush down my face.

"I will never forgive you for that!" I yelled at Harry. Harry got up and looked at me.

"I was trying to protect you Ryan but you just wanted to get hurt again! I care about you!" Harry yelled. Now Harry's making a scene a crowd of people were looking.

I didn't know what to do so I dashed away I needed to go somewhere I went in the direction of Ellie's flat.

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"Wtf so that Harry kid slapped you?!" Ellie shouted as she gave me and Steph a mug of hot coco. I nodded.

"And I will never forgive him for that" I said as a tear slipped from my eyes.

"Hey your better off with girls no more guys!" Steph said we all cligned our mugs in cheers.

"Anyways me and Ashton are over but lets not talk about it" Ellie said me and Steph gasped.

"Damn you two sound like girly girls" Ellie joked. I laughed so hard a little sound came from my bum.

"Opps" I giggled.

We all laughed.

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Next thing you know us three were in warm pajamas braiding eachothers hair. Sad I know.

"I really liked that Harry lad though he seemed so nice" Steph said as she braided my hair. I nodded.

"Can we not talk about it please" I said as I felt my self weakening.

I just felt bad Luke apologized and all he got was slaps to the face!

"Poor Lukey though" Ellie said. We all nodded.

"Well he did kinda deserve that" Steph added. We all nodded again.

"I'm tired I'm gonna get some rest I call couch" I said as I grabbed a blanket and laid it out ontop of me. I shut my eyes and sleeped.

HARRYS POV

"We screwed up" Liam said as we sat and pouted all night. All the boys were shocked on what happened but Ryan's face hurt me the most.

Her fear in her eyes made me cry and when I slapped her se turned red and cried. Wtf have I done.

"Those five words killed me" I said with no emotion.

"Lad you made a mistake your human that's what we do" Louis said parting my back.

"But I went way to far" I added

"I'm gonna go to bed I call couch" I said as I grabbed a blanket and laid down. I shut my eyes letting a tear of sadness come out.

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