FINDING LOVE IN A HOPE LESS PLACE

"IT'S HARD TO UNDERSTAND WHY OUR YOUNG PEOPLE  OUT THERE HAVING SEX AND BARLEY CAN KEEP A JOB  IT'S HARD TO UNDERSTAND WHY OUR YOUNG BLACK MEN RATHER TRAP AND SELL DOPE THAN PREACH AND GIVE HOPE" MY UNCLE WAS ON FIRE TODAY IN THE PULPIT.HE WAS STOMPING HIS FEET CLAPPING HIS HANDS TRYING T0 GET THE MESSAGE THROUGH TO THESE SO CALLED THUGS THAT WE HAD IN,OUR CHURCH ON THIS BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY MORNING.SOMETIMES I WONDERED HOW MY UNCLE COULD PREACH THE WORD OF GOD THAN DO WHAT HE DID.

"NOW I KNOW WE ALL HAVE DECISIONS TO MAKE BUT I PRAY AND HOPE THAT YOU MAKE THE RIGHT DECISIONS AND AS THIS SERVICE COMES TO AN END I WOULD LIKE TO INVITE MY BEAUTIFUL NEICE TIFFANY UP HERE T0 SING A SELECTION."

AS I GOT UP T0 DO THE SELECTION I COULD HERE PEOPLE START T0 TALK IT'S BEEN THIS WAY SINCE I CAME T0 STAY WITH MY UNCLE TEN YEARS AGO .

"WHY DO THEY LET HER GET UP THERE AND SING KNOWING WHO HERE PEOPLE ARE."SOME SAY BUT I JUST KEEP WALKING I DIDN'T CHOOSE T0 BE BORN IN A FAMILY FULL OF DRUG DEALERS .AS I NEAR THE PULPIT I SEE MY UNCLE STANDING THERE WITH A SMILE ON HIS FACE LIKE NO OTHER I WANTED TO SMACK IT OFF HIM BUT I HAD TO REMEMBER I'M IN A PLACE OF WORSHIP.

BEFORE I GO ON LET ME INTRODUCE MYSELF T0 YOU ,I'M TIFFANY PASSION WILL 17 YEARS OLD MY BRITHDAY IS MAY 12 ,1996 I'M 5'2 A DARKBONE AND SOME SAY I'M WHAT YOU CALL CURVY SEE AS YOU MIGHT HAVE CAUGHT IN I LIVE WITH MY UNCLE INSTEAD OF MY PARENTS I HAVEN'T MEET MY MOTHER PEOPLE SAY SHE'S WHAT YOU CALL A CRACK HEAD BUT I THINK SHE'S JUST A BROKEN SOUL TRYING T0 FIND SOMETHING T0 EASE HER PAIN I KNOW WHO MY FATHER IS WHO DOESN'T KING ISAIAH WILSON THE CITYS MOST FEARED AND RESPECT DRUG LORD .I HAVE ONE BROTHER I SEE EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE HIS NAME IS KING JR.HE IS 25 HE IS JUST LIKE MY FATHER A DRUG LORD  BUT I LOVE THEM BOTH THE SAME SOMETIMES I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY MY DAD MADE THE DECISION TO HAVE ME TO GO LIVE WITH MY UNCLE .

NOW BACK TO REALITY

"CHURCH I WOULD LIKE TO SING THIS LITTLE LIGHT OF MINES "AS I SONG THE SONG I JUST CLOSED MY EYES AND LET GOD TAKE ME TO MY PLACE OF PEACE.

AS THE SONG CAME TO AN END I OPENED MY EYES TO SEE EVERYONE STAND TO THERE FEET WITH TEARS IN THERE EYES.

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"TIFFANY I SEEN YOU NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO THE WORD TODAY SO THAT.MEANS PUNISHMENT WHEN WE GET HOME"HE SAID WITH A SMIRK ACROSS HIS FACE .

AS SOON AS WE PARKED HE TOLD ME TO GO TAKE A SHOWER AND THAT SOMEBODY WILL BE JOINING US TONIGHT

"TIFFANY HURRY UP DAMN"MY UNCLE SAID GROWING TIRED OF MY SLOWNESS.AS I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR AND SEEN WHAT I HAD ON I ASKED GOD WHY DOSE MY UNCLE DO THIS TO ME.

WALKING DOWN THE STAIRS I SEEN THAT OUR COMPANY WAS DECON SAMUELS

"KNEES NOW"MY UNCLE SHOUTED AS HE UNBUCKLED HIS PANTS DECON SAMUELS PANTS WERE ALREADY DOWN AND HE WAS STROKING HIMSELF

"OPEN NOW "DECON SAMUELS SAID AS HE SHOVED HIMSELF IN MY MOUTH GRABBING MY HAIR .THIS LASTED 20 MINUTES UNTIL MY UNCLE WANTED A TURN AFTER THEY WERE DONE DECON SAMUELS  CARRIED ME TO MY ROOM LOCKED MY DOOR AND TOLD ME TO STRIP AS I TOOK OFF MY LAST PEICE  I FELT HIM PICK ME UP AND DROP ME ON MY BED AND ASK DID I MISS HIM AS HE SLIDE IN HE THRUST IN IN OUT GOING DEEPER EACH TIME.

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