life of a troubled girl

Discharge day

Jay's P.O.V
I've been up here at this hospital for 4 days and today I finally get to leave, Paul has been staying with me every night but something still doesn't feel right with him like my gut is telling me not to trust him but my heart is telling me I love him and I want my babies to have both parents the doctor comes in and interrupt my thoughts and tell me I can leave once I sign the discharge papers I snatched the pen a paper so fast I was ready to leave this hospital and nasty food, Paul left not to long ago to go check up on the spot and told me to call him when I can leave I call and he picks up like he's angry and doesn't give me a chance to say anything but says he's on his way and hang up, I've been sitting on this bench for 30 minutes waiting on him I try to call and it goes to voicemail I don't see what is taking him so long his trap is literally 5 minutes away from the hospital but I didn't have time to wait on him so I walk to the bus stop 5 minutes after waiting for the bus Parker pulls up and tell me to get in the car and ask why am I standing waiting on the bus I tell her a friend of mines was supposed to pick me up but didn't show, she ask how her 3 God babies are and the water works come back as I force myself to tell her I lost one she pulls over and pull me into a hug asking if I'm ok I tell her yeah I'll be ok I know God doesn't make any mistakes and that I will be ok she gives me one last hug before driving to my hotel she drops me off and tell me she will be back tomorrow because she has to meet someone I tell her thanks and bye, I take the elevator to my room and go to open the door but my key doesn't work so I head back to the elevator when I my room door opens I walk back like a dumb ass not knowing what could be waiting for me once I'm to the door what I see next made me wanna break down and cry....