I am not in control
I have no self worth
I am empty
I will surpass the ones that chain me down
I thought I wasn't in control
I need out
I mean everything to someone
I am....... fulfilled?
I do not know what to express at this moment
Should I grab that mask that I once wore so proudly?
Should I defy my life and logic?
My heart says no, but my brain say not to argue
I am chained to the ground
It holds me close
As the mask resurfaces with a new image
A expressionless image lays upon it
mocking me
tearing me from the seams
I fell into a hole and I don't really want help
I can do this,
I can get out of it
My love I'm sorry, I lied they didn't call me
I had to hang up before I blew a gasket
You don't deserve to be yelled at
not when the anger isn't directed towards you.
Wait does this mean I know what I am feeling? I mean I am not alone, I never am....
Alone: by myself, and no one around. Yeah I am not alone, I never have been .
That could be potentially bad or good.
Funny babe, I'm headed straight for the castle
I don't know whats beyond the wooden doors
Probably a judgmental king
his translucent Ignorant (yet thoughtful) wife.......
Lets wait to find out.....
YOU ARE READING
Dark Love
Thơ caDear love, I don't know how this will go or how it will end but I hope that you read these and accept that sometimes this is the only way to express my feelings....
