The Carters

chapter 10

Bey pov

Well i guess utopia, got to an end right now i'm on a flight to Brazil, it gonna be blue's first time being there. it's such a  joy to see the world throw her eyes, she gets excited by simple things, i have only been a mother for twenty months and these months having her is my greatest achievement by far. she healed me in so many ways, after the miscarriage i was over happiness. Now four years later i have child  a gift from god. A healing i like to call it.

Jay: now that blue blue is asleep, it time for the other lady in my live*jay smile at bey*

Bey: yeah i know i'm second on your list of important person's in your life*bey said in a child like voice, then pout.*

Jay: *Laughs*someone a little jealous uh. *sat next to bey* tell me how to make it up to you.

Bey: *laughs* well wouldn't if your gave me as much attention, i swear jay you spoil her to much, now she already has these tantrums she not fully a toddler yet.*bey lay her head on jay chest.*

Jay:  you're good? *kisses bey on her forehead*

bey: *nods her head* i'm good

Jay: *lift her head so that he could see her face* you know how much i love you right?

Bey:  yeah i do it just that we spend the last week together and i know when you leave in a few days i will not get to see  like in two weeks.

Jay: i know but i'm gonna see you on my off days.

Bey: *looks up at jay* promise me babe.

Jay: *kisses bey* i promise, love you so much .

Bey: it just i barely have time to be a wife these days. i know you got needs.

Jay: *smiles* well i have been spoil this whole week you don't need to worry bout me man .

Bey: it just .......... *Jay interrupt bey*

Jay: i know you worried babe but i'm not the man i used to be, i regretted cheating. you know that right?*hold her in his arm.

Bey: there is no resentment from me any more and i should  be blame partly too because i was on tour and barely had time for the man in my life don't want to repeat this and we got a kid involved just got to remind you're there no second chance if you fuck this up.

Jay: yeah i learn the hard way to stay on your good side, my whole family was on your side. i can't believe my mom, it was like you were her daughter, and i broke your little heart.*Laughs*

Bey: you just jealous that you no longer mama boy and i am her favourite now.

Jay: you win my whole family over and just whole break up thought fuck my head up man. If we ever did it will be you mess up and i don't see this happening so please get this out of your head.

Bey: well better this than the album the amount of work i have to do before this album gets makes my head hurt.

Jay: yeah and the beyhive is on you case already first with being friends with Kim and now no  album.*laughs*

Bey: My fans are mess but you gotta love then.

Jay:a mess is an understatement,they're fuck up, they will come for someone just for saying there not a fan of yours.

Bey: *laughs* now that's dedication.

Jay: so you won't be able to go to the wedding uh.

Bey: i'm off that day but got a show the night before and the day after. sorry i don't think i will be able to go. and there blue know how she get.

Jay: yeah, her tantrums are getting worst.

Bey: that because that ass of yours spoil her to much, she already a daddy's dearest.

Jay: i don't call it's spoil but love, and i waited a long time for her. Can't believe it she twenty months how time fly's just not looking for her teenage years.

Bey: *Laughs* you should she is not even two yet but she got such a big personality, you should see her at rehearsal. doing the the single ladies hand move then saying where my ring at and all the dancers are staring at her she trying to taking  my job but you got to love. she have so much fun,

jay: she was my biggest fan until yesterday grown woman was playing and she was like daddy gruwn woma gruwn woma.

bey: that's mommy girl.

Angie: yeah grown woman that what she is i swear yesterday i was about pop if bey didn't .

Bey: she only does that to y'all because y'all spoil her too much but that why i don't play wit her.she will be on time out every day if she don't behave. i still can believe you let her do that  you *laughs*

Angie: that's not funny

 Bey and jay  bust out laughing at Angie.

Jay: you just sat there and let her have her way, that shit funny Angie you let her slap you, you should have seen your face half shock and was bout to cry for a one year old.

Angie: that shit ain't fucking funny*got angry and left*

Bey: come on Ang it was *laughs*

Jay: you think she will get over it*laughs*

Bey: yeah she will, as long as we got some chocolate.*laughs*

HEY, GUY'S I KNOW THIS UPDATE IS A BIT BORING BUT I WANTED TO UPDATE, IT'S BEEN A WHILE, PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT LOVE Y'ALL :) AND BARE WITH MY ERRORS DIDN'T PROOF READ.