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Promise Rings Hurt

         LaLa P.O.V

Hello yall My name is Shalaya White. I am 18 years old. I have a little sister named Naja.  and Its just us. Our mother was heroin user that thought its was ok to try and sell her children for a high. I remember one time the transaction almost happened until I grabbed naja and we ran and ran with no stop. I was 17 when that happen. Every since then we been on our own. I got a job working at footlocker are Broadway mall  So that I could get a house for me and my sister. This was my last year in high school. I wanted to quit.. But I wanted to set an example for naja Because our mama didn't do it and we have know idea who our daddy is. I graduate in two months with the love of my life. Rodney. Man Rodney been here for me through it all. He helped me register me and naja in school. he made sure I kept money in my pocket. He makes sure that my lights never get cut off.   He been helping me so much. I wouldn't trade him for nothing. Now ik that I said that is only me and naja but theres one other girl that's like my big sister. Keily ( Kee-lee). She not really our sister but she might as well be. Keily is actually my bestfrann who I happen to be on the phone with right now. Now that is something you got to hear lol she crazy

Phone Convo:

Me: Girl would you stop playing and tell me what you had to tell me

Keily: im not playing man. say it... Say that u won't get mad and not believe me and think im lying

Me: Ly~Ly u scaring me lord just tell me

Keily: U no my thot of a cousin FayFay ....well her mama kicked her out cause she had some little boy in the house so I told her that she could come stay with me for 6 months so that she could work at ridgeway ( The movie) and get her money up so that she could get her own and she was like bet..

Me: Okay.... and???

Keily: Let me finish heffa. So I think it was Wednesday night at like 11.. I had went to sleep early that night because I had to get up early for work the next day so im sleep or w.e and I hear noise....I already knew what it was so I get up to tell her that she bogus asl for doing that for doing that in my house but when I went into her room.....

Me: Lmao Dang K what you see though what she was freaking a cousin, She was freaking a Girl, Nah she was freaking herse....

*GCO

Keily: No LaLa She was freaking Rodney

when I heard his name the smile on my face instantly changed. It was like my heart and the other important organs died. they literally went black... I couldn't cry, My body would produce any liquid. Not in my eyes or my mouth everything was could and dry in my body

Keily: I so sorry LaLa ...I beat her ass And kicked her out she went with our grandma and I cursed him out and stabbed him in the arm before he left out my house...

Me: WHO TF YOU THINK YOU ARE

Keily: Whoa Wait a Min what did I do

Me: FIRST You wait three days to tell me the love of my life a dirty dog THEN you tell me that you stabbed him.....now tell me WHO TF YOU THINK YOU ARE?

Keily: CALM TF DOWN BITCH...BECAUSE I WAS BEING NOTHING BUT A GOOD FRIEND...IT HURT ME JUST AS MUCH AS IT HURT U BECAUSE IT WAS MY BLOOD THAT HE CHEATED WITH I DIDNT NO HOW TO FIND A WAY TO TELL YO DUMB ASS THIS AND SECOND I STABBED HIM BECAUSE HE WILL.....NOT...... DO MY LITTLE SISTER DIRTY... PERIOD POINT BLANK....SO YOU CAN FIX YOURSELF AND RELIZE WTF I DID FOR YOUR DUMB ASS

Me: Damn Im so sorry Lyly its hurts man....I didn't mean to take it out on u im sorry ........ ( *starts crying) IM SO SORRY ...IM SO SORRY IM SO SORR....

*GCO

Keily: Girl stop  saying sorry I understand baby girl stop crying over him he ain't nun he a bogus nigga....he ain't have to do you like that...he disrespectful to because he knew who she was and he knew that I was her cousin and he ain't care.. He didn't care bout you,,,so fuck him boo

Me: Ly~Ly I love you baby girl....I got to think about all this ......I need time

Keily: Okay baby girl Take all the time you need....goodnight I love you...I will be over there in the morning

Me: Okay * Beep ( hangs Up)

I put my phone my phone on the charger and turned on the song  ~Lying to my self ~ By ~ Todrick hall~ Turned the light out and got into my bed and laid there in the dark...I started to remember all the fun things we did and the things  I love about him and tear found their way to escape my eyes and saturate my pillow....I cried myself to sleep not wanting to ever wake up.....How could the man that gave me a promise ring and said that he loved me do me like this.....I couldn't understand....I guess that we don't ever understand broken hearts....That's why they call it pain

**********To*****Be******Continued*********

Hello My beautiful and Handsome fans This is a new project that I will be doing with my sister Tiaja. Known as Tiagirl272 give her somelove she stared to write her first book read the first two chapters it really good. But every chapter that I write I will put ~QueenBaeThot Chapter~ OR Chianne Chapter so you no who wrote what <3 <3 ///// I am so excited to get this book up and running I hope u guys enjoy it

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