Gang Leader

4

⚠️Long-ish chapter⚠️
//andys pov\\
It's 9 am and I can't sleep, I've been up since about 3:25, just thinking; thing about a way to tell her the truth...man that's gonna be hard. I decided to text Ava.
M: hey beautiful
A: hi
M: wanna hang?
A: sure whenever and where
M: Starbucks and now
A: okay :)
I slipped my phone in my pocket and got up to go see my 'girlfriend'. Hm, I like the way that sounds... I shook my head. No. I don't want to put her in danger.
I walked out the door and closed it softly so I don't wake anybody up. I got in my Mat Black Camaro and zoomed off. kick me by sleeping with sirens blasted through the speakers, i sang along to the parts I knew the most well.
You sick judgmental fools
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Fuck you and your opinion
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You don't know shit; you don't know shit; about meh; you don't know shit; shit; shit.
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Tryna kick; kick; kick me when I'm down.

I laughed at how stupid I am for not knowing the words but is fine, I pulled into the Starbucks parking lot, a saw a girl with a hour glass body, blonde long hair, that's Ava for you. I snuck up behind her and hugged her, she smelled so fucking good, she jumped a bit and turned, her green eyes locked with my blue ones, I got this feeling to kiss her but I kept repeating in my head don't, don't put her in danger, don't ruin her life. I shook my head and grabbed her hand. "Hey beautiful" she raised an eyebrow at me and remarked "why hello there handsome, can we go and get our drinks now or are we just gonna keep looking into each other's eyes and not make a move?" The last part she smirked at, ooh. Wow. I guess she caught on to me about to kiss her. I laughed nervously at her observation and walked inside with her fingers laced with mine still, I don't know why but it felt so right.
       I finished my Mocha, and she slurped the last bit of her strawberry cream, I stood up and led her to a hotel, not for any of those reasons, but it's for a more privet conversation. She looked confused and scared and had her hand on the door handle at all times, I looked at her, her rare Green/Yellow/Gray eyes are a real show. "Uhm, I won't hurt you; I just need to tell you some stuff." I whispered she nodded and swallowed, it was kinda sad she didn't trust me; then again I don't trust myself.
     I opened the door that said 409 on it and led her in she sat on the corner of the hard, springy, smelly bed while I sat in the roller chair and rolled over to be in front of her. I grabbed her hands, one each in mine. I looked her in the eyes. "I'm in a gang." She tensed up, I massaged her knuckles with finger tip pads to calm her down. Which kinda of worked, she looked back up "continue." I nodded "i wanna be the leader, when I first met you, you didn't mean that much to me, yes that's sounds asshole-ish I know but the past hour of talking and laughing I realized I really like you; I just don't want you in danger with me, but I told my gang that you're my girlfriend, and they want to meet you...-" I was cut off my her hand on my cheek, she leaned in and kissed me; when we parted she breathed out, and looked me in the eyes. "I'll gladly be in danger with you. For you. I'll gladly lie with you, I'll gladly give my last breath for you." I was stunned. I just leaned in and kissed her again. She smiled through the kiss and it got heated really fast, as I was about to lift her shirt my phone rang, "are you gonna answer it?" She breathed, I shook my head "let it ring." And leaned back in but she pulled back and pointed to the phone. I rolled my eyes. "Hello?" "We want to meet her now." My eye widened, I blinked fast "I'm busy." Like they care. "Bullshit. If you're not here in a hour were kicking you out." And the line went dead. I looked at her and she nodded. She got up and laced our fingers, "let's go, babe." And with that she pulled me out the door.
//Ava's pov\\
What the fuck am I doing?! He's in a gang, oh my god, I'm gonna die, I'm lying, holy shit, I'm going to hell. I know it. God I'm sorry, please forgive me...- oh who the hell am I kidding I totally want this. "Andy." "Hm." "3 years." He gave me a confused look as he pulled out. "Our relationship. 3 years." I said blankly looking straight. He nodded. Bye bye goodie two shoes. "...And I wanna be in the gang." He stopped dead on the high way, so many horns blown. "You what?!" I turned to him. "I want to be in the gang. And if we're dating then you need to make me happy. If you want to protect me then put me in the gang, you can watch me 24/7." He looked stunned "we're actually dating?" I scoffed "if you want." His confusion lifted and a smile appeared "hell yeah." I just playfully rolled my eyes. He began driving again but this time with his hand on my thigh. Which i didn't mind.
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Listening to In Case Of Emergency , Dial 411// Sleeping With sirens