Nagisa sat in his desk that afternoon as he looked to the empty desk of Karma, who didn't show up to school.
He walked alone through the halls and sat alone a lunch. And when it was time for dismissel he stood alone by his locker with no one to goof off with.
It was the same reason, he didn't tell the other students goodbye or that he was leaving. Because without Karma, it was pointless.
It felt like a tear in his heart. Like a part of him was missing, and he couldn't fill it. He tried and he tried.
And he tried.
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With a frown tears rolled down Karma's face as he punched a nearby soda machine. He couldn't take it.
He knew perfectly well where Nagisa was heading, just too much of a coward to face him. Because without Nagisa, he was alone.
He cried.
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Nagisa cried behind the school building.
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Karma sat in front of his door with his head in his hands as water dripped down his face.
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Karma's tender hug, came into Nagisa's mind as he could feel his arms wrapped around him like a blanket of warmth.
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That same image flew into Karma's memeories as he remembered the way, Nagisa felt. That feeling of warmth, it pained him as must as it revived him.
wished you would put your arms around me, I wouldn't want to be anywhere else... Karma thought as he looked up to the sky.
... just take me from the dark, I an it gonna make it myself...I am lost. Karma thought with frustration.
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And if I don't have you here,
I don't have nothing at all!~***~
Suddenly rain fall as Nagisa felt the earth's tears on his face.
His footsteps ran through puddles splashing water and mudd on his pants as he sprinted.
Nagisa sat there behind the school building, he didn't want to leave at all.
When suddenly, "Nnaaggiissaaa!"
Nagisa stood up and turned around to face him.
Karma stood there patting, caughting his breath.
Nagisa's eyes widen as his lips trembled,"I thought-"
With a pull of his hands, Karma embraced him in that tender hug he once felt before. As tears ran down Karma's face,"I'm sorry~"
Nagisa wrapped his arms around him back, as he buried his head in his chest,"its just not you, im sorry...," he started to sob.
"It feels like I don't even know me,... I don't even know me," Karma said.
"I feel it too," Nagisa said.
"Gotta have you gotta see you," Karma said.
"You're the only thing I have to think about, The only one I that can't live without," Nagisa said.
"And I see you, run away with me," Karma said.
Nagisa pulled backnto look up at him,"whaa?"
"Nagisa! Oh there you are!" Teri said as she walked around the corner.
"I want to..," Nagisa.
"If I don't have you I'm lonely," Karma said,"I need you,"
Teri place her arm on Navisa's shoulder,"Imori's waiting for you," she said as she gently pulled Nagisa away guiding him in the opposite direction.
Karma stood there as the rain soaked his soul as his bangs covered his eyes.
Nagisa looked over his sholder his heart breaking with watch step.
Karma's heart bursted and melted with heartache.
Feels like it's just me...karma thought to himslef.
What is it going to take?
He thought as he watched Nagisa walk away.
What is it going to be?
He looked at his own two feet which frozed in a puddle, unable to move.
I don't even know...
Nagisa then turned around the corner forever walking out of Karam's life.
But I'm lonely...
Karma stood there, cold in the rain his eyes stared wide, feels like I don't even know me....
"I don't even know me..." Karma Said with glazed eyes.
"Just wanted you to hold me..."
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