Floral & Fading

Ch-4/He's mine, but not for long:(\

I blessed your eyes^^^ lol

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"sonny, please talk. You haven't talked for the past two weeks, I miss the sound of your voice, I miss the happy you' Vic said as he sat next to me.

I was still shocked and sad/depressed with what happened with my dad and little brother.

"they're gone, and it was all my fault. My mom was right, if I was perfect like Frankie or maybe even dead, none of this would be happening." I said in a low voice.

I've been staying with ptv for the past two weeks. The guys besides Vic went to get my stuff. I know for sure I couldn't ask them for my box. I've been in Vic's room since.

"it not your fault, its the stupid asshole who was drunk driving who caused all of it, and you are perfect, and I'm happy your not dead." Vic said as he cuddled me. My head was on his chest as he rubbed my back.

"it is my fault, my dad was gonna leave with mw and frankie so we can be happy, but when they were gonna one and pick me up, they died. If they weren't coming for me they would've been alive. It was all my fault Vic," I said, in a low voice, even I barely heard it. I was just, zoned out in a way, trying to think and figure out if this is really happening.

"ita not your fault, it never was and never will be. Its okay sonny," Vic said as he caressed my hair.

"please come downstairs and eat something, your even more pale than before and ita not healthy for you" Vic said. I tried to smile but couldn't, I just nodded. I'm only doing this for Vic.

"can you carry me?" I asked. Vic half smiled an nodded.

"is she asleep or something?" Jaime asked.

"she's actually outside of his room just be glad!"mike said to Jaime.

I wanted to smile but the pain hurt to much.

"no I just carried her down here, well she wanted me too. She's actually gonna eat something with us down here" Vic said as he sat me down on the island table. It was marvel and it was cold so i jumps back up on Vic.

Vic half smiled and without the guys seeing he rubbed my ass to 'make it feel better'. "I'm sorry" he said then kissed my forehead, but sat me back down on the table.

"I'm comfortable, dont leave" I said as Vic tried to leave to get or do something. I heard Vic chuckle. "fine" he said as he kept hugging me.

"aww you guys are so adorable!" Mike said. I was about to smile but the pain..

"shut up" Vic and Jaime said at the same time.

"ima go get the plates foe the pizza" Vic said as he pulled away. I nodded and wrapped my arms around myself since I was cold somehow. I as wearing a big shirt from Vic and his boxers.

"why didn't you give her a sweater, she's freezing." Mike said "I don't know?" Vic said coming back with the plates. "why don't you just turn off he AC ?" Tony said.

When I looked at him he looked at me but kinda rolled his eyes and looked away, he was sitting at the dinner table, looking threw his phone.

I kinda got more sad and wrapped my arms around Vic again.

"someone go turn the air down off the AC" Vic said. "its fine" I said to Vic. "you sure?" Vic asked. I nodded. "I get to cuddle to you more" I said, and actually smiled. Vic smiled to and hugged me more.

"okay lets go to the living room." Jaime said. We all stood up and walked to the living room. I had the plates in between Vic and i  as he carried me to he living room. We were gonna eat pizza.