Invincible.

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I am conscious, though I don't want to open my eyes, I don't want to be reminded of what happened yesterday, but the gleam of the light shone in through the gaps of my curtains, this was it, this was the day I had 'the talk' with Nathan, and this was going to be awkward seeing Tom...

I had to clear my mind, so once I finally let go of those warm, soft sheets wrapped around my body, I went into the bathroom and had a quick wash, the cold water splashing up my face, getting rid of all the bad memories in life, relaxing me until I stood up straight looking into the mirror when a small whisper got my attention.

"Good morning beautiful", he said whilst holding his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him, squeezing me and chuckling, I felt safer than ever.

"Nath..you scared me"

"Sorry, I didn't mean too, you just looked so peaceful sleeping I didn't want to disturb you, so what's a better moment than now?"

"A better moment for what?"

"Our talk? Have you forgotten?" Nath let go of me and turned me around, so I was facing him.

"Of course not, how's about you go make some tea and toast and I'll be down in a few?"

"Anything for you." Nath's voice lingered in my mind, he was such a sweet guy, always caring and always finds a way to cheer me up.

The house sounded almost silent, 'Have the others gone out?'..Nah they're probably in bed with a hangover', I thought to myself, but before I went downstairs I went to see how Jay was feeling, but Jay being Jay, it was just typical and lazy of him to still be asleep, I could hear him snoring from the bathroom. But saying that, his room was only next door.

I walked to the end of the landing popping my head in the boys rooms as I past, they were all asleep, scrunched up into their blankets this was the time for a perfect prank, I ran downstairs to ask Nath about pulling one, but then I remembered 'our talk' comes first.

"Took your time," Nath said whilst chuckling.

"I only took 5 minutes, if that"

"Love, you took 20 minutes.."

"What..? I don't think so"

"Anyway, I think we both know what's coming?" Nathan sounded so calm walking towards the living room, and I was following him feeling all nervous.

"Yeah," that's all I said, as I walked and sat next to Nath on the sofa.

He started the conversation of, and believe me it was awkward.

"The kiss..I know you're scared but I'm here, I'm not leaving your side..never", Nathan always tried to make me feel secure, he did a good job of it too.

"I know,"

"So...what are you actually scared of?"

"Er..because..what if..?" I struggled for answers, as if my mind had gone blank.

"Just relax, take your time, no need to rush." His voice soothing my thoughts.

"I'm scared because you don't know him, you don't know how he's going to react, or what he's capable of.."

"And why is that scaring you?"

"Because he will hurt one of us, I know you said you won't let him hurt me, but what's stopping him not hurting you?"

"Because I've got you..you make me feel stronger, feel proud to be who I am, I feel invincible" he said, putting his arm around me pulling me into his chest.

"Nath..that's sweet and all really..but I don't want you getting hurt over me"

"You have to move on some point in life, he can't always be pulling you down, threatening you."

"You're right, if I'm going to move on, because I want to be with you."

I could feel the smile grow on his face without looking at him, I could hear his heart beating out his chest as he let a sign of relieve out.

"You're beautiful, funny, kind, sweet, even if you're angry you look adorable, nobody can be mad at this face for long" he said whilst placing his thumb under my chin so I was looking in those emerald green eyes as he stared back at me, my cheeks were now at high temperature I could feel it.

His lips were 3cm away from mine what do I do..?

Seconds later I entered what felt like a dream, this is my future, I placed my arms around his neck edging him closer to me, his hands dented into my back holding me tight, as our kiss got passionate and stronger than before, kissing him like I've never kissed anybody like this before, his smile interfering with our kiss which made it a tiny bit more special, we stayed connected for a few minutes until he pulled away whispering "I love you", before getting up to go to the kitchen.

Tom's Pov.

BANG!BANG! Was all my head could do, it was spinning like mad I couldn't lift my head up off the pillow every-time I did it felt so heavy it just fell back down again, I checked the time on my phone it was only 1:30, I thought maybe a glass of water will help calm my head down, all I remember from last night is being rejected by Tequila, 'should I have done that?' I questioned myself, my head didn't need anything else to deal with at the moment, so I pulled myself out of bed holding the pain inside until I found myself sitting up on my bed, I counted to three.

1..2..up, I got up holding onto the door handle, I picked up my phone as I took slow steps down the hallway, holding onto anything I could grip on, it took me about 5 minutes to get half way down the stairs when I heard voices. It sounded like Tequila and Nathan.

'Nath..that's sweet and all really..but I don't want you getting hurt over me'

'You have to move on some point in life, he can't always be pulling you down, threatening you'

'Who was they on about?' I wondered, until it was silent, I heard nothing so I popped my head around the corner of the door and saw the pair of them making out, I wasn't impressed, 'she's MINE! I had to find away to stop this, but how?' My thoughts were controlling my mind, taking over.

I took a quick snip of a picture maybe 2, of the pair of them eating each other, then decided this needs to END! I need to try and win her.

As soon as they broke away I made footstep noises and went into the kitchen, then in came Nath.

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