Dangerous History. (Nathan Sykes&Tom Parker&TheWanted fanfic)

Dagger.

Jay's Pov.

I realised that I got lucky, I could have died but instead I didn't..
Once Tequila had threw herself at me no matter how bad the pain was I had to hold her, I could hold her for hours because I missed her so much, the whole time I was in the hospital she was on my mind.
'She's my little sister it's my job to look after her, my job to make sure she's safe, my job to sort her problems out, but I couldn't even rescue her from that abandoned school...what kind of brother am I?' I thought to myself.

"OMG! you don't know how scared I was, I thought I had lost you" she cried into my chest, I gently put my arms around her rubbing my hand up and down her back, holding her tight but soft at the same time.

"Shh, shh, it's alright" I whispered, kissing her head.

"What if you did die, who would look after me? who would I have to argue with? who would I call my brother? who.." I cut her off, what she had told me brought tears to the corner of my eyes, I didn't want to cry in front of the lads.

"We'll leave you two to talk" Max said, pointing to the table presuming he wanted me to sit on the chair and have a conversation with Tequila.

"Come on lads, give them some privacy" I heard Nath say.

"Maybe you and Tom could try and sort things out" I shouted, it was a bad idea to do that because it took my breath away.

"I think not" Tom shouted back.

"Easy there Jaybird" Tequila said, placing her hand on mine.

"We need to talk about things" I announced, not knowing how she'd react.

She didn't say a word, not even a mumble, I was getting worried, I don't know what she was going to do or say..

Tequila's Pov.

He said we 'need to talk about things' I knew he was going to ask me loads of questions that I either didn't know the answers to, or that the ones I did know the answers to were heartbreaking I would just break down, so instead I do what I always do...run away from my problems, I ran straight upstairs forgetting about any pain that got in my way.

"Tequila?..Tequila?" I heard Jay shout, his voice didn't stop me running, I pushed open my bedroom door, I started to feel a bit sick and lightheaded, I haven't eaten since what happened to me which was 3 days ago, I clenched my stomach with one hand the other placed firmly on the wall beside me, 'what's happening?, why do I feel like this?, what am I going to do?' I threw questions at myself, but didn't know the answer to none of them, 'deep breaths Tequila, deep breaths' I told myself but after a few seconds I couldn't breath properly I could see black dots filling my vision, my knees going weak leading me to kneel on the floor..

Nathan's Pov.

Jay, myself and Max ran after Tequila we all needed answers, Tom and Siva stayed downstairs particularly because Tom couldn't stand the sight of me and Siva decided to stay with him to..'keep him company' as he would say.

"Tequila?" Jay shouted, peeping his head around the doors of every room we passed, I knew she would either be in her room or one of the bathrooms.

"I'll go check upstairs, you two check these rooms" I told Jay and Max.

"Tequila? you're not in trouble I just need to talk to you" I heard Jay's voice get quieter as I ran towards the bathroom, no sign of her in there, obviously she was in her bedroom, I turned the corner to see her bedroom door already open that's weird because she always shuts it..

she was kneeling on the floor, breathing really heavily, I noticed her skin starting to go paler than usual.

"Tequila?" I whispered, before running over to her wrapping my arms around her telling her everything will be alright, as I shouted the others to come up to us.

"Jay..Max? Get up here...hurry"

"Shhh..shh, they're on their way, calm down, shh" I whispered, rocking backwards and forwards with her.

Within seconds footsteps were making their way towards us getting louder and louder, Max entered the room first shortly behind was Jay.

"What has happened?" Max questioned.

"I-I don't know, I came in and she was like this" I struggled to get my words out.

"Tequila can you hear me? Tequila?" Jay shouted, running towards us.

I carried on rocking her backwards and forwards, she was starting to calm down, but still seemed to be shaking a lot.

"Calm down, it's going to be okay, we're here for you" I told her, I felt her hand grip on my shirt as she put her head into my chest.

"What's wrong with her?" Jay asked.

"Nothing..I'm-I'm f-fine" she told us, her voice trembling as she spoke.

"You're not fine, you need have a rest come on," I ordered.

I grabbed hold of her hand helping her up, putting my hand under her arm in contact with her shoulder blade, placing her firmly on her bed.

"Take a rest..okay?" I whispered and kissed her forehead.

"Let her rest lads, come on" I said, walking towards the door when I felt a hand on my wrist pulling me back.

"Stay, please" she whispered, with her eyes closed.

I carefully lay myself next to her and pulled her close to me, rubbing her back until she fell asleep, it took a while because all she did was wince in pain.

"Are you alright?" I whispered softly.

"I will be, once I can sleep" she said, I could just about hear her.

"Just close your eyes and think about the good things in life" I told her.

"What's good in my life? I have my brother who got injured because of me he almost died and.." She trailed of but I soon stopped her.

"..But he didn't, he's doing great"

"An-and you got hurt because of me"

"I would do anything for you, don't you forget that"

"Tom hates me, sooner or later the others are going to hate me"

"They are not going to hate you, they have no reason to"

"Will you stop interrupting me?..you hate Tom because of me I-I just.."

I got annoyed because of how she mentioned all bad things about her life, so I put my thumb gently underneath her chin and lifted her head up and leaned down slowly until we connected our lips together.

"Now, what's good in your life?" I asked, pulling away.

"I have you" she whispered.

"What was that?" I joked, I knew what she said I just wanted her to say it louder.

"I have you" she said louder, with a smile, first time I've seen that beautiful, big smile in ages.

"I heard you the first time, you will always have me, I'll always be here no matter how much you push me away, now try and sleep"
She didn't reply after that, she must have fell asleep through our talk.

"WHAT'S IT GOT TO .DO WITH YOU?" I heard somebody shouting, it sounded like Jay but I couldn't be to sure.

"I COULDN'T HELP IT, YOU CAN'T BLAME ME!" now that was defiantly Tom's voice.

After I double checked she was asleep I carefully got up off the bed and slowly walked out the room to see what was going on.

As I was running down the stairs their voices got louder and louder, over taking everyone's voices, the door was wide open and I saw Jay pinning Tom against the wall, Siva and Max wasn't in sight they must have gone home or something.

"As much as I'd love to see you hurt him..what's the reason for it?" I asked with a huge grin on my face.

"You going to tell him..? or am I?" Jay asked, letting go off Tom.
Tom didn't say anything, not even a peep.

"Looks like I'm telling him..EVERYTHING!" Jay spat.

"Sit down, I'll tell him" Tom whispered.

"Will somebody tell me" I announced, sitting on the sofa whilst Jay stood up to my left and Tom standing in front of me.

"I was drunk and I did something bad" Tom started to say, quietly.

"What did you do?" I asked.

"I didn't realise what I had done until after I had did it"

"Did what?"

"I'm really sorry, I was jealous and I couldn't control myself"

"IS THIS GOING ANYWHERE? OR ARE YOU GOING TO WASTE MY TIME?" I shouted, getting annoyed.

"And I-I accidentally sent.." Tom stopped as Jay continued and finished his sentence and said "you know what he did?"

"No, but I would if he got on with it" I said.

"HE sent pictures to Liam" Jay told me, gritting his teeth.

"Pictures of..?" I questioned.

"You..and Tequila" Jay finished, my blood was boiling, I could kill him.

"I GOING TO KILL YOU!" I screamed, ruining at him and throwing him against the wall, my hands tightened around his neck.

"I've apologised, I can't do nothing about it" he said, wrapping his hands around my arms.

"I knew you hated me but I thought you loved her?" I said, my grip getting tighter.

"I-I-I did"

"Then why? why did you do it?"

"I was drunk and jealous"

"That's no excuse, you almost killed her, did you hear? she almost died, she's in so much pain right now she doesn't want to live..this is your fault"

"I didn't do it, I didn't make him hurt her, he told me he wouldn't"

"You sent those pictures, you made the calls, you told him about her and myself after she told you what he had done to her in the past after.." I got cut off by Jay.

"What did he do to her in the past?" Jay demanded an answer.

'I forgot, she hasn't told Jay, what am I going to say? what's he going to do? how's he going to react? will he hate her for keeping it a secret? will he hate me for not telling him sooner?' I asked myself.

"He used to..he used to hit her when she did something he didn't like" I said, looking down at mine and Tom's feet, whilst my grip loosened from his neck.

"WHAT? WHY DIDN'T ANYBODY TELL ME? HOW LONG AGO WAS THIS?" He shouted, as I exchanged looks with Tom.

"Look who's in trouble now" Tom grinned.

"This is not the time to make a joke" I told him.

"I'M WAITING!" Jay demanded.

Tom and myself, we stood there in silence we didn't know what to do or what to say..

"Jay mate, Tequila was abused in her previous relationship" I spoke as my voice trembled.

"No..that's lies, why wouldn't she tell me? why would she tell you? I'm her brother" he whispered, tears falling I everything direction possible as he took a seat on the sofa.

"She told me as well" Tom blurted out.

"YOU AS WELL..ANYBODY ELSE?" Jay laughed to dispute his true feelings.

"I'm really sorry that you had to hear it from us" I told him, walking to sit beside of him he just pushed me away.

"Leave me alone" he told us both.

"But Jay we..." I said but was cut off.

"I SAID GO!" He screamed, I walked upstairs to check on Tequila, Tom went into his room with a smile on his face.
'What's with the smile?' I thought but was interrupted by the front door slamming shut.