It started off small. Then again it seems everything does...
My addiction wasn't to boy bands, Netflix, or finding love like most girls my age. I was 20 when my addiction started. An addiction that started with pain killers and smoking weed. But soon after grew into bigger things like Oxycodone, Molly, and my all time favorite, Coke.
Tonight I turn 23. I threw a party at my condo to celebrate, and honestly, other than my local drug dealers and few friends who so happened to also do drugs, I barely knew anyone who showed up. But did I care? Not even slightly.
I start walking around my condo trying to find someone to talk to, and the smell of dank and cigarette smoke is thick and there are people drinking the night away, having a good time. I was too, for the most part... I was smoking, snorting a couple lines here and there, and overall having a blast!
My feet are getting tired in these heels so I look for a place to sit. My mind was blurry and my sight was enhanced almost. I look over to the couch and theres my main drug dealer Richard. I sat next to his slim figure.
"Hey Rich!" I say, "Having a good time?" he nods and smiles an enormous smile. "Happy birthday. I have a surprise for you."
Rich has always had a thing for me, so when it came to a holiday or my birthday, he'd always get me something good.
He pulls out a little baggy full of pills. "Here, take two." he says, handing me two little white pills. "You're the bestttt!!!" I say, hugging him tightly. He readjusts his shirt and fixes his dark brown hair.
As I take the pills dry, they scratch down my throat. Almost like a cats claws ripping down my esophagus. But I don't mind, I know the feeling will go away after a while once the pills kick in.
I find my friend Angie and I pulled her to the area where everyone is dancing to "order more" by G-Eazy. We start dancing, both high off our asses.
I'm starting to feel it now. but something feels wrong. I know, I have to puke probably. I go to the upstairs bathroom so not as many people see what I'm about to do, and I drag Angie along with me. She waits outside the door as I shut it and lock it so nobody comes in while I'm puking. That would be so embarrassing..
As I lean over the toilet I start dry heaving. I'm starting to get really dizzy. My head is pounding, myt heart is racing. Somethings not right. I feel my vision blur as I hear angie knock on the door. "Sky you okay in there?" I attempt to yell "Angie!..." She starts knocking on the door harder. I attempt to pull myself up off the floor by grabbing the counter but it was too much for my weak body to handle. I fell and something hit my head pretty hard. as I lay there, Angies knocking turns to pounding, and pounding turns to ramming into the door. Finally the sound stops for just a moment. As I lay here I start to see something red surrounding me, but I'm so tired, I just close my eyes. Then I hear a bigger body slam into the door. Then again... and again. Finally the door opens and angie screams.
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Some Kind Of Drug(G-Eazy love story)
Fanfic"When drugs and partying is all you know, it gets kind of hard to face reality until it hits you. Addiction is a struggle, but loving someone else with an addiction is hell. Especially when you yourself are trying to recover..."