i realize where i last left this, i said i had four more days left. before i killed myself. and i really planned on that being true. then i saw tatinof and went somewhere with a friend and was okay for a while. i thought i was finally happy. then things went downhill again. and then they came back up. and went back down. i hurt myself and convince myself that im going to end it, but i dont. i almost did last night. but i didnt. i sometimes break down and need somewhere to tell it someone to listen. but sometimes i dont have that and i put it on here. im sorry if i made you worry, i just break sometimes and have to pick it back up and glue myself back together.
YOU ARE READING
me???
Sonstigesi guess im gonna tell you a bit about me. because i have nobody else to tell. {edit: dont take any of this too seriously its mostly just me being an emotional mess}
