i quit waiting

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disclaimer: this is in no way meant to be any sort of advice. what im going to talk about is probably the worst thing to do, and if you feel depressed for especially long periods of time, i think it best you reach out to someone for help.

i think i became happier when i quit expecting things from the world. i gave up. i quit caring. i gave up on the hope to ever be happy, quit trying to be happy. i quit focusing on happiness and started focusing on surviving.

when you have zero expectations from life, you become less and less disappointed. like i know i cant give up all of my expectations, but i did give up a lot.

i thought i was never going to be happy, didnt think it was achievable. and then i became the happiest ive ever been, with small road bumps along the way.

okay so im exhausted and my eyes are literally barely open to write this and ive corrected a billion typos. so im gonna sleep. message me if you ever need anything.

goodnight world

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