I couldn't tell you : Trapped

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My name is Jessebelle. I have long brown hair, freckles and big hazel eyes. My mother always tells me that my looks make up for the fact I was born a disgrace to my family, mute. I can never utter a word. I understand their hatred of me, how would I feel if my only daughter would never call me "mother" because she couldn't? At the same time, I wish they'd accept me as my inability to speak is not my fault. If I could talk I would. I would give anything, absolutely anything to sing, just once. Hearing the sweet song of others and knowing I'd never hear my own voice made my heart sigh.

I'm just a cardboard cutout to my parents. I look pretty at dinner parties and best of all, I don't annoy anyone by talking too much. I was the breathing version of one of my mother's creepy life size dolls.

And it was time I made that change. I would find my voice the only way I could- through pen and paper.
I'm Jessebelle, and this is my story. I hope it inspires you to speak for others who are too scared.

I couldn't tell you how trapped I used to feel.

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