My Life Story

the start

Hello my name is Bella and I have been fighting depression and self harm for about 2 years so let's start when it started

So I am from a big town a big school it all changed when in 5th grade I moved to a small town and small school I was not sure with myself what I am or what I like so I was confused about my self and I was this girl that liked pink and was all happy and I made friends and it was all great till summer came and hell broke out when summer started I felt alone left out and basically lost in the word I did not know who was my friends and who was not

I started to worry about my waight and how I looked to everybody and I never ate if I did it was a apple or just water I was a scared of food and I never put on lipstike or glosse because I though I would get fat and I started to exercise a lot and it got to the point were I was addicted to running

So I told my ONE good friend Maddy I told her about my eating and addiction and I told one girl Alivia and the thing about Alivia she can be a big bitcha and you can't really trust her and I told her everything and Maddy told me she told a lot of people about my problems so I was confused about who I can trust and not I was scared to tell anybody about anything I was sscared that if I told someone about this everybody I knew would hate me and make fun of me and...that's..what happend...