So when 6th garde started I was scared I found this band 5 Seconds of summer over the summer (haha see what I did there) and I loved them I even dyed my hair to look like Michael Clifford anyway I was sat by this guy named Dayton he was nice and we were best friends and so I started to tell him stuff my mom did not even know and I thought I could trust him
So a week later I found out that this guy Ean knew all my problems and I was pissed so I started being friends with Ean Dayton and this girl named Kennedy you see Kennedy Is my cousin and this group that I was in was not a good group at all they drank and did weed so I was finding my sexuality and I told them I might be bi and I was not sure so they started call me fag gay lesbian worthless miss take and why don't you just kill your self already I was started to cut my self and I was not friends with then and I had all my emotions I side me and I did nor let people about this and I was scared to tell anybody about it
So one day I was waljon home from school and my mom was going to the store and I just broke down sobbing and she brought me inside and I told her all the things they were going to be and she called the school and told them and they said they would do something they did not
So one day I was tried of all the things they were saying I got a long string from my sweatshirt and I put around my neck and rapped it 4 time and pulled I stopped when I could not see and I was shaking I did not tell anybody this and I'm lucky to be alive to
So 5weeks after that happend I started hang in out with Maddy more and her friends there was this guy named Nate and I liked him and we started going out and people were telling me that he was cheating after one month of being with him I broke up with him and after one mouth of being apart we stared going out again and after school was over Dayton on Snapchat put on his story Payton (his nephew he is 7 and nated brother) is going to ciy him sled like Bella just do it like Bella and he was fake cutting himself with a knife and everybody knows you don't usea knife you use a blade or something sharp anyway I told Nate and he was like we should not date and stuff and we had a fight and broke up and I'm happy right now
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So I will update everyday about what I'd going on and if you have any questions just ask and I will answer then so let's do a q&a about me so put some stuff and I will anwer as my update date July 1st 2016
