Hey guys...usually I would be talking about happy things...but this time...it's not. I want to kill myself...
I just feel like it's the best option for everyone. I feel like it will take a weight off of everyone's shoulders...I can't stand the feeling of feeling that I'm the blame for things going wrong...I'm ugly, fat, and stupid. I just feel like saying goodbye for good.
I'm losing friends, people hate me, and I'm a reck. I just feel that it's what's best.
I just wish I didn't have to deal with this type of thing...but...I can't help it
