I locked the door making sure they couldn't come back in if they attempted to.
I mustered up all the strength I had left in my body to slide down my front door and let all the tears flow out of my eyes.
One of the two people I just caught red handed was pounding at my door yelling something about they are sorry and to let them in.
The muffled pleas from whoever on the other side of the door just tore up my emotions even more.
I covered my ears with my hands and curled up into fetal position crying my heart out.
"Babe let me in the house, come on I'm sorry!"
hearing that cheaters voice made it even worse and, made me start to rock back and forth on the floor.
Finally the poundings on the door stopped and the sound of shuffling feet walking away was heard.
The whole house was eerily quiet not a miniscule word was to be heard.
The solitude made me wonder why wasn't I enough for him and wasn't I a good enough friend to her.
Time seemed to be crawling by in this house now that it was only me.
Eventually I got up from the floor and wiped my tears and runny nose with my sleeve.
My phone started buzzing loudly like a bee and it was annoying the living hell out of me.
It fell off the counter it was on and moved around the floor as the person whoever they were kept calling.
Ignoring the phone going off I went to the kitchen counter and grabbed the meat scissors that seemed to give a sinister gleam.
Once I grabbed them went to the bathroom, looking in the mirror at the waist length wavy raven black hair on my head.
I raised the scissors up to my hair around mid-neck length and cut my hair until it was all that short.
I looked down at the hair and felt nothing but hatred.
Flashback
"I love your long hair it flows just like a waterfall. Will you grow out your hair for me baby girl?"
Doug asks looking at me with adoration in his life. I shook my head at him with a smile on my face so bright the sun would be jealous.
He started playing with the ends of my hair and smelled it since it always smells like daisies.
"I will keep my hair around waist length if you promise me something."
I said softly and he nodded at me agreeing with whatever I was going to stay.
"Promise that you will wait until we are married for us to have sex."
He nods and kisses my forehead.
"Anything for my princess and I can wait"
End of flashback
The locks of hair that I use to treasure are there no longer.
The girl in the mirror was smirking at me so I punched her causing the mirror to shatter in the process.
The shattered mirror seemed to put me at piece knowing that the long haired girl was now a girl with short hair.
This was my second step on the tight wire that was hovering over insanity and it didn't scare me anymore.
