Big Time Hustler

Chapter nine

January

Christmas break was officially over
And it was time to get back to school tomorrow
Shit more learning (as I say usual) but let me go to sleep so I can get ready for school in the morning
I'm
Dozing
Off
Dream
"Come on Courtney just smoke it one time"
This mysterious voice whispers in my right ear with a blunt in my face
The voice on the left
"Im gone light this blunt in her mouth and she going to smoke it"
"Let me go my lungs my lungs'
I scream out
Beep beep beep**
I wake up hopper ventilating
I reach over and dismiss my alarm
Im sweaty but I just brush the tension off and i hop out of bed then enter the bathroom
I look in the mirror at the disgusting creature that look back at me
I don't look so well
I grab a towel in get in the shower
The warm water hitting my back felt so good
I felt all my self hatred wash away and in the drain they went
A few minutes later
I dry off and put lotion on my body
I throw on some clothes and my mother dropped me off at school
"Have a good day darling"
"Okay bye mom"
And of course I was to early the school was locked
"damn it I got to sit outside in the cold"
I walk over to the outside seats to the school and look over to the distance
And there he was waiting for his bus to the high school trey
We made eye contact and he was signaling to his boys
"That's her that's her I fucked the breaks off her ass "
Wait what did he just lie
I look back to make sure he was talking about me
And it was clear he was talking about
My ears and eyes could not believe it I grew angry but I couldn't stay mad at him like he do with me
It had to be a explanation for this
This can't be real
The school opened up at the right time before I started over thinking it
I ran in and went to the restroom
"Did he embarrassed me"
I couldn't believe what just happened I broke down in the there
I cried and cried and cried
Ashley came in and saw me
"Girl I saw what happened he so dumb" Ashley says coming over to comfort me
"Why he stay doing this to me "
"Its going to be okay let's get to first priority maybe Mr pope preaching can help us through this problem"
"Okay girl"
She dries my eyed
With her hand and drags me out the bathroom and take me to the band room
My best friend Ashley always been there for me through thick and thin
She will always be my left hand girl
And I will never unfriend her never
We walk into to first priority and everybody turned around because we was 15mins late
But Mr pope was already speaking
"Matthew 7:7
Ask for it and it shall be given
The thing is if you have god in your life and focus on him all you have to do is ask and it would be given"
That was the first thing he said when we sat down
I wasn't really paying attention I was still stuck on Trey
Flashback**
"Courtney Courtney wake up"
The neighbor son was in my face over me in the bed
My window was open he had broken in
When will this stop
"I love you Courtney "
He pushes me off the bed feeling me
"You know you love me too so just give it to me one time"
Flashback ends **
"Courtney come yo weird ass on you gone make me late again"
Ashley screaming out for the door exit
"Oh okay" I said shaking my head to reality
I keep having these stupid ass flashbacks
Forcing myself telling myself it wasn't real
I went the whole day with my head down .