Big Time Hustler

Chapter seven

Second week of 7th grade
Trey just got out of jail
At one hand I'm happy but on the other I'm very sad everyone been talking about
Him and he just so stuck in my head I'm going crazy for this boy
IPhone rings**
Oh speak of the devil
Trey
"Hey ma"
Croutney
"Leave me alone"
Trey
"What the fuck, fuck you then you ain't nothing but a hoe I'm about to expose your ass "

What the...this can't be true
I gave my all to this boy and I wasn't even tripping off the exposure part cause those all Google but it was still the fact he was angry at me
So I didn't say nothing I turned my t.v off and hid from my insecurities under the covers I'm nothing but a whore
Flashback
"Stop fighting with me little girl"
My 7 year old self fought and struggle
I was screaming for someone to save me but I was not strong enough
"You nothing but trash and you gone stop fighting"
He rip my shirt off my body and punches my face
I'm screaming for someone anybody
flashback ends**
I open my eyes and find my self looking in the face of darkness
All alone ...by myself
I decided to text him
Courtney
"Why you say that"
Trey
"I'm sorry"

Really this his 3rd time doing this to me some thing is up

Courtney
"What is up with you"
Trey
"I have bipolar Courtney damn"

What this can't be true I want this boy but I can't handle him freaking out on me every time

Courtney
"Oh, okay"

I try desperately to change the subject

Trey
"Uhmm yea I don't want to talk to you no more I have a girlfriend faithful "

I can not believe the shit this dude putting me through
Im not going to text back I just sat back and cried my heart out I wanted him I'll just give him a break
He still have my heart my consciousness goes back and forth with my mind I can't think straight I want this dude but he don't need me I was dumb and young give me break

One mouth later
I was kind of getting my life back on track and I kind of forgot about trey but it haven't been a week where he didn't cross my mind
But I had to forget
He still had my love
Just forget
Just forget
Just forget
Forcing myself to forget about someone I loved
Iphones rings**
Aww its the home girl Taylor
"Hello"
"Hey girl what are you doing"
"Nothing just chilling depressed"
"Over what and it Better not be over that low life"
"Yes I can't ever get over him he just started tripping on me for some reason"
"Forget him girl if he wanted you he wouldn't have a girlfriend"

Damn Taylor know how to hit somebody with reality but she was right so when she say "let it go the situation was dead to me
But it wasnt