The Last Heartbeat

It's her?

He couldn't stay there any longer. It's her. It is her. A part of him wanted to rush to her and took her into his arms, but another part of him felt weak,shocked, guilty, and ashamed at the same time. He couldn't really explained what kind of feeling he was having at that moment.

She just stood behind Cara, probably behind everyone else who were busy chatting and talking. Cara was busy talking to the MC. Something about her modeling thingy. She couldn't really hear them.

She saw Ja En and Yuka was smiling and nodding while listening to J-Hope and Rap Monster.

She did feel the satisfaction of making him shocked. But, she couldn't really control whatever was happening deep inside her heart right now. She felt some kind of pain, anxiety. Oh, if only there was a word to describe what she felt during that time.

"I'm going to the ladies." She whispered to their manager. She just needed some air. She would be fine.

She walked out of the toilet, on her way to go back to the studio just to bumped into him.

'Oh,perfect. Thank you Lord...' She thought.

Suga was in a total shocked. But, of course he got to cover his expression.

'Oh,damn it! All I wanted to do was going to the toilet. Not to get killed by those cold eyes!'

She quickly bowed to him. And tried to escape as soon as she stood in front of him. Of course he was trying to be a jerk by talking to her. Of course.

"So, you're here." He said. His voice was shaking.

'So, you're here? So, you're here? You must be kidding right, Yoongi? You have 18754 more important things to say to her and you chose 'so, you're here?' Nice.'
He felt like he wanted to bang his head on the wall.

"Yes..." She was thinking...
"Ehem. Yes, I am, sunbae." She tried to soften her tone of voice. To make it sounded as polite as it could be. She was about to leave.

"Alexa..." He whispered softly.

She closed her eyes. 'No. Don't.'
Just like the old times. Just like they way he always called her.

"Kim Alexa Garcia..." His throat suddenly felt dried. Too dried to even continue his words.

She couldn't stand it. She stared at him, it was like she was saying 'you better get the hell off my face.' But, what made it hard for her was the way he looked into her eyes.

'I miss you.'
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"She had an accident...." His heart felt like it had stopped beating.
"She couldn't make it."

He remembered just stayed in the studio for the whole day. Trying to gain his strength back. Trying to reminisce the moment they used to have. Those days were one of the hardest moment he had ever gone through. And he lived with the thought of not having to see her again.

Not until today.

'She's not dead. She's alive. My girl...'

"Hyung. Are you okay?" Jimin waved his hand in front of Suga's face. Which brought him back to reality.

"Hyung, are you sick? You don't look well since the talk show this morning." Jungkook asked.

"I'm fine. I just need to take a nap." He walked into his room.

'I'm fine. At least for now '
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"You hurt me.' Tears rolling down onto her cheek.
" I didn't mean to. I was weak. I was stupid. I'm sorry." He tried to wipe her tears.

She avoided his touch.
"You are one of the best things that ever happened in my life. I wish we never get to be like this." He tried to make her understand.
"You're such a selfish guy. You chose fame above everything!" She cried even harder.
"No. I'm not. My everything is you! Please!"
"It's too late. Goodbye, Yoongi." He saw her jumping off from the rooftop.

"Nooo!" He woke up. Sweat was dripping down on his forehead.

"Yoongi! Yoongi, calm down! What's wrong?" He saw Jin sat on his bed. And the other members were standing at the edge of the bed. J-Hope got his eyes half closed, and Jungkook still looked drowsy.

"Why...why is everyone here?" He asked. Still tried to catch his breath. He felt tired. His whole body felt weak, like he just stopped from running in a marathon.

"Why?! You gotta hear yourself just now, hyung! It's 3 in the morning and you were screaming like you were about to get killed. I thought there were a bunch of thieves who just broke into our dorm or something." Rap Monster told him. He was already wide awake.
This hyung....

"I did....?"

He did?

"Yes, you did!" Rap Monster, V, and Jimin answered him.

"It's okay. Maybe, Yoongi are too exhausted. I think we all should go back to sleep." Jin suggested.

"Are you sure you're okay, hyung?" Jimin was still standing at the edge of Suga's bed.

"I'm okay. Really. Go back to sleep. Sorry for waking you guys up like this."

"Yah, Hoseok! That's a wall, not your bed. Go back to your room!"

Jin pointed his finger to J-Hope who rest his forehead on the wall. He must be really sleepy that even a wall felt like his bed now.

Jimin took him and walked to their room.

And they all went to bed.