Biker and the popstar- little mix fanfic -sons of anarchy fanfic

Chapter 29

Jade p.o.v

I held the kids close to me as they slept in my arms I looked at hap asleep next to m and laid Frankie and Tyler down next to him. He imediantly cuddled up to them I took a photo and smiled softly getting up I walked out of the dorm room and grabbed my phone. I saw jax. He smiled "you okay now?" I shrugged "is there some place around here that's private and I can go to just think?" he nodded "follow me darlin"

"Just go up that ladder you'll be alone. Call if you need me" I nodded "thanks" after climbing up the ladder I saw that I was on the roof of the clubhouse I started thinking ... Was jax and hap right ? was it okay to kill those guys to protect everyone ? I mean I guess if you had a gun in your hands and someone was gonna kill you you'd try to kill them first ... I just I didn't picture my life like this

After we won xfactor I always thought I'd spend the next couple of years on tour and singing living my dream with my three best friends I thought I'd have kidskin in my late twenties get married. Go on tour still and just live life but here I am middle of the tour. Taking a brake to give birth to twins. Visiting my cousin and boyfriend who are outlaws having to kill two people because they were gonna kill me not being Able to have my babies live in charming with their dad because it isn't safe enough so they just visit .. this isn't how I pictured my life at all!

When I walked back to the dorm room the babies were crying and hap was paceing "where were you yet need changeling and I have no idea what to do". I smirked "babe are you serious" he nodded slowly and I giggel "it's time I teach you"

I undid the nappy "aww that's fucking disgusting jade how did a baby that small do that!" Frankie giggeld slightly , I laughed and grabbed the baby wipes getting rid of the mess and grabbing a fresh diper I put baby powder on her ad she smiled happily as I put the nappy on and wrapped her back up in a blanket "done" hap nodded and done the same when he finished he smiled "how'd i do" I smiled and pecked his lips "perfect" he handed me Tyler and I wrapped him up in a blue blanket And hap picked up Frankie

I strapped the kids in the car hap walked over "ill drive" I frowned "what about your bike?" "one of the boys will drive it over later" he opened the drivers door and I got in the passanger seat the radio played quietly in the background "no way!". Hap looked at me like I was crazy "what's wrong jade?". I turned the radio up and move was on "this is unreal this is the first time I've heard it on American radio!" he laughed "your an idiot"

I sighed happily and felt like all my worries were gone "what the fuck" hap got out of the car there was another car in the driveway "baby stay in the car if you hear gunshots drive away and don't stop till you get to TM" I nodded and he got out of the car I waited 5 minutes "what's taking so long!" Hap walked out smiling "there's someone I want you to meet" I frowned "oh okay"

Haps p.o.v

I picked up Tyler and his eyes opened I smiled "hey little man" we walked up the steps I opened the door and jade walked in "oh hap you were right she is beautiful !" I smiled jade looked around confused. Mum caught on quickly "oh Hun excuse my rudeness I'm Anne haps mother you can call me mum or Anne" jade grinned "its nice to finally meet you" I smiled "mum you wanna meet you gran kids" she smiled "let me at them" she sat down I handed her Tyler and she motioned for Frankie

"I'm just gonna go to the bathroom" jade got up and walked out I was now feeding Frankie a bottle and mum was nursing Tyler "oh hap she's beautiful but so familiar" I sighed "she's in a famous band from the u.k won some shit called the xfactor worlds biggest girl band at the moment .. she's juices cousin" mum ran a hand across Tyler's cheek "you's make beautiful babies aswell" I shifted awkwardly talking about the way these babies were made is the lat thing I wanna talk about with my mum ..

"But that's not the reason I'm here" she continued she looked up "hap I'm real sick again" I felt my heart stop. I can be myself around jade and mum around them they don't see me as a guy who kills people .. "how sick mum" a tear rolled Down her cheek and she shook her head "I'm not gonna make it this time" I stared at her "how long" "less then a month , I wanted to come I knew you had a. Girlfriend and you had told me about the babies I wanted to see them before I died I wanted to hold them and get a photo so when they're older they can ... remember me..." I handed Frankie back to her and grabbed jades phone "smile mum" she smiled and I took the photo this wasn't happening this couldn't happen

"I go to the hospital tommorow.. and they let me live this last month there" I grabbed the babies and put them to bed "HAP!" jade cried from the lounge room I ran in and mum was on the floor eyes wide open bit stiff jade burried her face in my shirt and I just stared "is she is she" jade bent down and grabbed her wrist checking her pulse before backing away "baby I'm sorry I'm so sorry but she's gone" I started crying I sat next to mums body this isn't suppose to happen

Jades p.o.v

"The body will be ready on Tuesday ... I'm sorry" the abulance guys walked away and I went into the lounge room hap stared at the wall glaring at it. And then he started smashing the house up "Jesus hap stop!" he chicle a lamp at the wall smashing anything and everything. I jumped on his back and he fell to the couch. And started crying. I pulled his head into my lap and ran my hand down his cheek calming him down "hap shh it's okay"

The next morning I woke up the kids were in bed next to me but hap was gone I saw a note. I picked it up and started reading

'I didn't wanna wake you I fed and changed the kids and put them back to sleep there's a gun in the draw if anyone comes call if you need anything Ive gone to lodi for the day club business ... lyla is having a hard time with the whole opie thing .. I told her she could come visit .. She will be three at 1 stay safe baby I love you

-hap'.

I sighed in hope his okay