CARAHOLIC

Chapter-11

The music remix and raps were just too much for me. I never liked them.
It's sometimes similar to the honking cacophony of vehicles. Though for some my statement might be really agonising but I can't help it.
The Roxy, was somewhere I preferred to go both during my times of joy and distress. It was a night club including a sex shop. Though the latter was on a separate floor afterall. I had never visited the "sex shop" for I was a virgin and still am. I did not feel it to be so very "attractive" that one needs to have sex at a public area. It's better to have it at home.
But the night club was just so good. It remained open till 4 in the morning. They serve all kinds of drinks though I prefer cocktails. I hope u understand why I went there. That's only because to get rid of my frustration.

I parked my Porsche somewhere near the bar and headed towards it.
There was a frenzied crowd on the dance floor and I was not the one to be there. There was a bartender named Max and I always loved him.
He was kind of fucking hot!!
But I do not even care for him now. He has a tendency to touch girls inappropriately when they are over drunk and that is what I dislike the most.
This time as usual he was there to serve me. I sat down near the rotating chairs and ordered a SEA CAPTAIN'S SPECIAL bc that was my all time favourite.
After serving he stared at me with those eyes as if he intended to rape me. I already drank over 7 glasses and ordered for a bottle.
My mind was becoming dizzy and everything was so blur. All those events sprang up to my mind even though I wanted to completely erase them. And for sure I was not mistaken, yes it was Mellissa who was fucking a guy in the bar. Though I couldn't see everything clearly, but my vision is not so weak that I'm gonna mistaken some other person for that bitch.
I couldn't control myself and went towards the table where she was sitting. I also took the glass along with me not bothered about what Max was screaming behind. Mellissa was doing all nuisance there. I must say something more than fucking.

"Hey you fucking slut!!!
Don't you feel ashamed of what you did to my baby? " I had no control over my voice and yelled like a hooligan. I was the centre of attraction in the bar.
They both were looking at me with extreme innocence stamped on their faces. It was as if they knew nothing about what I said.
"Just don't keep quiet Mellissa. Answer me??
You already have this guy. Why do you want to end my relationship?"

"Uhhh...I just felt like. " She passed an evil smile.
Her boyfriend almost chocked my neck with his strong grip. I had nothing else so just threw the glass at him. It made a hillarious sound.

I was out of my mind. Hatred and betrayal was engulfing me. Both of them instantly left the spot. My head was spinning like a top. I couldn't keep my balance and fell down.
But somehow was saved.
It was none other than Mr Tomlinson.
He held me up by my waist and made me sit on a chair. Harry came up rushing as he was late in parking the car. I remembered very little about the incident as my vision was absolutely blurry. I remember Harry still standing near the gate watching how caring Louis was towards me.
Louis took me to the washroom and I felt miserable. After splashing water on my face I felt a bit better.
But my heart haunted for Liam. Why only him?
Louis is being so very careful about me but why can't I just accept him?
Afterall I'm never gonna get Li back after whatever happened.
All these facts were mingling in my mind and I still looked into his eyes being utterly perplexed.
He was just so good.
He is helping me when I'm in need.
Who else will?

"Jenny you must come home with me otherwise you will be I'll soon." Louis advised me to be with him that night.
"I-i... really do not need anyone for help. I'm fine to be alone. " I replied back still confused.
"Harry is never going to leave you alone here in this state.
Don't hesitate anymore and come right away. "
I couldn't disobey them. At least someone is taking good care of me.
..............
At Louis's place
His house was pretty huge and almost like a mansion. But I didn't have the energy to investigate his house at 2 in the morning. I was having high fever but didn't let him no about it.
After changing into Loui's boxers and a T-shirt I jumped on the king sized bed placed in the middle of the room.
His clothes were rather loose for me but it was fine to spend a night.
After a few minutes he came towards the bed and kept his soft hands on my forehead.
"Jenny it's burning!!
You are running high fever." The anxiety on his face made me feel extremely sorry for him.
"Louis, everything will be alright till you are there beside me."
"What fucking nonsense are you speaking? I just cannot leave you in this way. Inspite of knowing why didn't you tell me? " His eyes were full of tears.
"I just cannot watch you suffer in this way. "
He rushed downstairs to take a soft cloth and dip it in cold water.
He came back to his room and sat on a chair beside the bed, putting the cloth on my forehead.
"If you spend the whole night awake in this way, when will you sleep?"
Even I didn't want him to be awake all night.
"I can do anything for you.
Jenny do not forget you are my life. And doing this much is just the beginning. "
These words left me speechless. He loved me so much but I couldn't love him the same way.
But why?
This is the answer I'm searching everywhere. The problem is I just cannot forget those lovely moments I had spent with Liam. But he is no more mine.
This boy, Louis can give up his life for me. But will I be able to?

Hello everyone I'm back. Ik it's after about 54678 days that I'm updating. Sorry! But may b the next update will be late as my exams are starting. I'm getting too addicted to wattpad and that's fucking not gonna help me to pass. So you will hv to have patience and bear with me if u want to read further.
Love ya.😉💎