She's Not Afraid (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter 9

Happy Halloween my lovelies! The new update is here! Just like I promised! Please continue to vote and comment! I read every comment and it means a lot! I love you rainbow rocken fans! Yup, that's my new name for you guys.

-K



We made it back to the hotel before 3 in the afternoon. I want back to my room to get changed into some comfy clothes since we could do whatever we want for the rest of the day. All the boys went to Harry and Liam's room to watch some movies and just relax. I stayed in the room for a bit and pulled up Skype. The second I logged on I got a request. I pressed the accept and waited for the screen to light up.
"Ali!!!!" she screamed on the other end.
"Hey Demi." I said waving at the camera.
"I miss you girl! The show feels so different without you here. And your dad seems to be going crazy without you." She said and laughed.
"I miss you too. And tell him I miss him so much."
"So. How is being stuck on a bus with 5 idiot boys going?"
"Fine. I guess. But when they first saw me they took me as one of the unstable teenage girls who hates life and talks to the dead type girl. But they seem to be warming up to me. They keep make sure I'm okay and they make sure that what food they make I can eat. None of them have tried to touch my stuff and they give me my space when I need it." I explained to her.
"Well that's good. I saw on Twitter earlier today that their fans were in a frenzy about you."
"Yeah. The boys followed me on Twitter and they just went crazy on me." I shrugged it off , wanting to forget about it.
"Their fans are very protective." She said.
"I noticed. I was walking into the hotel yesterday and they literally attacked me. Paul had to come and carry me away so they would stop." I told her and watched her expression change.
"Holy crap. That's crazy."
"I know, tell me about it."
There was a knock at the door and it opened and Niall walked in.
"Hey Ali. We were going to watch a movie in Harry and Liam's room. I just came to see if you wanted to come." He said still standing at the door.
"Ohh!! Is that Nialler?!" Demi screamed from the computer screen.
"Are you talking to Demi?" he asked asked and starting walking into the room
"Hey Niall!!" She cheered as Niall took the computer from me. I got up from my bed as Niall sat down on Louis bed talking to Demi. I went down the hall to Harry and Liam's room. The door was open so I walked in.
"Hey Ali!" Zayn said putting a movie in.
"Where's Niall?" Liam asked handing Harry a bowl of popcorn.
"He hijacked my Skype call with Demi." I said and sat down on the floor in front of the couch. They all laughed and Zayn pressed play and the previews started.
"What movie are we watching anyway?" I asked and took a handful of popcorn from Harry.
"The Conjuring." they said in unison.
"Oh hell no! I'm out!" I said standing up.
"Oh come on Ali! Don't be such a baby! Its just a movie!" Harry said throwing popcorn at me.
"No. I don't do scary movies. Never have and never will." I walked to the door but Niall came in at that exact moment and picked my up and sat down on the chair and held me on his lap.
"It's alright. I'll protect you." he whispered in my ear while wrapping his arms around me.

**Louis POV**
I watched as Niall pulled Ali down to sit on his lap. He whispered something in her ear and she smiled at it. He wrapped his arms around her and she leaned into him. I rolled my eyes at the scene for some reason. I focused on the screen as the movie started. I couldn't help but look back over at Niall and Ali. He was feeding her popcorn by throwing it at her. She was laughing and her laugh was unexplainable. It gave you that feeling that could brighten your day. She looked back at the screen and so did Niall. I took a bowl of popcorn away from Zayn. He fought me for it but ended up giving up. I watched the moving but I wasn't pay attention to it. I have this weird feeling in my chest and I don't know what it is. I looked back over at Ali and say her burying her face in Niall's chest as he held her tight.
Is it wrong that I want to be Niall right now?


The movie ended and no one wanted to watch another movie. Paul brought us up some food and other things.
"Lets play a game!" Ali randomly said and sat sitting up straighter.
"Yeah! What game?" Zayn asked. We all looked at each other then answered at the same time. "Truth or dare."
Harry got up and found an old bottle to use. "Ill go first." he said and spun it, and it landed in Zayn. "Truth or dare mate?"
"Truth."
"Alright. Have you ever punched someone?" that is the most lamest question ever.
"Yup. Square in the face. Broke his nose too." He said and spun the bottle landing on Liam.
"Dare."
"I dare you to send out a tweet saying you miss your mom so bad you fell asleep sucking your thumb and clutching onto your blankie last night." that was a pretty good dare. Liam sighed and pulled out his phone. He typed then sent it out. All us boys got online and favorited it and retweeted it. Liam spun and it landed in Ali.
"Truth or dare Alibear? Hey that rhymed!" Liam said.
"Dare." She answered with no hesitation.
"I dare you to..." He trailed off thinking of something.
"Kiss Niall!!" Harry shouted.
"Yeah! I dare you to kiss Niall!" Liam confirmed. The feeling I had in my chest returned.
"Come here Irish boy." she said taking Niall's face in her small hands crashed her lips to his. I wanted to get up and pull them apart. But why? I shouldn't feel this way. I didn't want anyone else touching Ali besides me. And I don't think I should want that.
"Alright. The dare was to kiss not make out in front of us all." I said huffing at the two. The pulled apart and both were blushing.
"Well, that was different. I like the feeling of the lip rings." Niall said and winked at her causing her to giggle. I wanted to get up and rip his face off. The dare was to kiss. Which meant a small peck. Not eat each others faces off.
"It's getting late. I'm going back to my room." I said and you could clearly tell by my tone of voice I was pissed.
"It only six o'clock." Niall pointed out.
"Whatever, I'm leaving." I got up from my spot on the couch and headed for the door.
"What's wrong Boobear?" Harry asked in a fake baby voice. Normally I would come up with a a dumb comment that would make everyone laugh but I am not in the mood at all to do so.
"Nothing! Just leave me alone!" I shouted at them leaving the room and slammed the door behind me. I don't usually yell at them like that. And I am shocked at myself for even doing that. I walked down the hallway to the room and put the key card in unlocking the door. I threw my phone and wallet down on the table and fell down on the bed with my face buried in the pillows.
Why am I feeling like this towards Ali? I shouldn't be and I know it. I can't feel like this. I know what I felt back there was jealousy, but I don't want to believe that it was.
I was so lost in my thoughts, I don't hear the door open and Ali come in.
"Hey what's wrong Boobear? You seemed really upset back there." she said and sat down on the bed next to me. The way she said Boobear sounded way betyer then ayone else could say it. I didn't look at her since I had my face hidden in the pillows. But I got this weird feeling she was sitting crossed legged and her hands were in her lap. I thought about her question. What is wrong?
"You. That's what's wrong." I said flipping my body around so that I was now on my back staring at the ceiling.
"Oh." she said and I could tell by her tone that she took it the wrong way. "I'm sorry. I didn't know I was being a pest. I told my dad you guys wouldn't like me. Gosh I'm so dumb. I'm sorry Louis. I'll call my dad right now and tell I need to come home." She rambled and I couldn't help hut laugh at her panic. "Why are you laughing?" she said with all serious in her voice.
"That's not what I meant Ali. I'm actually glad you are with us on this tour." I looked away from the ceiling and looked at her smiling. I sat up and sat like she was facing her.
"So why am I the problem? I can ask Paul for a separate room if that's the problem." She said. Her eyes had this shine to it that I can't explain. They way she is sitting is saying she is scared or something. She is scared I am going to judge her. I don't think anyone realizes how fragile Ali is. They all see her as a tough teenager who is mad at the world. But she's not.
"What are you doing to me Ali Cowell?" I said in a half whisper.
"What-" I interrupted her by cupping her face in my hands and smashing my lips to hers. She was shocked but kissed back. I pulled away a few seconds later.
"Did we just..." she trailed off looking at me completely baffled. I nodded at her and kept a straight face. "Why'd you do-" I stopped her talking and met my lips to hers again. She didn't hesitate to kiss back this time. I loved this feeling, I really did. But it did feel different to kiss her cause of her lip piercings. She pulled away and kept her face close so that our foreheads were touching.
"I like you Ali. I think I like you a lot." I said and all she did was keep her eyes closed. She leaned into my chest and I wrapped my arms around her and held her. She shifted a bit then relaxed again. I held her in my arms no matter how bad I wanted to kiss her again. After awhile of just sitting there I pulled the blankets back and lightly pulled us down so we were lying under the covers. She snuggled into my chest and I wrapped my arms around her once again. Our legs were tangled together and there is one thing that I know now...

I don't wanting anything beside Ali right now.