Jacksepticeye Imagines

Imagine 51 Broken Home p.1

This imagine contains some parental fighting. If this affects you badly then please skip. I don't want anyone hurt by reading this.

They would yell, they would scream, they were fighting it out
She would hope, she would pray, she was waiting it out

I curled up in a ball, against the wall. My parents were fighting again, this is the maybe 15th time this week. I started to pray, I prayed that they would stop. I hope they will stop fighting.

Holding onto a dream
While she watches these walls fall down
Sharp words like knives, they were cutting her down
Shattered glass like the past, it's a memory now

I held onto my dream of being able to see my friend Jack again. The words my dad says to me makes me feel like I won't. He seems just to be a faded memory.

Holding onto a dream
While she watches these walls fall down

Don't worry Jack I will see you again.

Hey mom, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I'm here alone inside of this broken home

I started to sing, softly and quiet. It always calms me down. I sat alone in my bedroom, alone in this broken world.

Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?
The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home, this broken home

Why are they fighting? Who really cares..they do it now just cause they can. I don't like it, Jack I want you back.

Wrote it down on the walls, she was screaming it out
Made it clear, she's still here, are you listening now?

I decided to go to the living room. There was dad and there was mom.
"SHUT UP" I screamed. They stopped and looked at me.
"DON'T YOU GUYS SEE I'M STILL HERE?!!"

Just a ghost in the halls
Feeling empty, they're vacant now
All the battles, all the wars, all the times that you've fought
She's the scar, she's the bruises, she's the pain that you brought

They just blinked and went back to yelling but this time about me. They were arguing about who hurt me worst. I'm like their own punching bag. I'm getting all the pain and they aren't. Why? I just want my best friend back..that's all.

There was life, there was love
Like a light and it's fading out

We were a happy family, we were a loving family. Now it's like someone unplugged us.

Hey mom, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?
The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home, this broken home

Don't they see me? Can't they realize I'm getting all their pain? Do they really care? Jack please come save me!

You've gotta let it go, you're losing all your hope
Nothing left to hold, locked out in the cold

That's when I realized, I need to leave. I need to go to Jack. He doesn't know, he can't seem to figure it out. But maybe he does know and doesn't care about me...maybe he doesn't want me anymore...

You painted memories then washed out all the scenes
I'm stuck in between a nightmare and lost dreams

Since I was the only child, me and parents had a lot of memories together but now they all seem to have vanished.

Hey mom, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I'm here alone inside of this broken home

That's it. I can't do this anymore. I'm gone, I'm going to Jack. Nothing will stop me. Not the snow, rain or ice will make me turn around and return to hell.

Hey mom, hey dad
When did this end?
Where did you lose your happiness?
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
Who's right, who's wrong
Who really cares?

Good bye mom and dad. I'm outta here. Not like y'all will care anyway.

The fault, the blame, the pain's still there
I'm here alone inside of this broken home
This broken home

Now that's I've left, I feel free, I feel open. I walked to the bus stop and waited for a bus. I got on the bus and felt some pain still. I still feel the pain from my parents. Oh well..I just need to shake it off. Now off to the McLoughlin's.