My Bias, My Boyfriend. My Fangirl, My Girlfriend

Special Spoilers for my readers.

Rylix's POV

[a/n: I guess this happened after 3 or 5 months after their departure.]

I cried silently in my room where Devi and I shares the apartment. Somehow.... The banging on the door didn't stop.

"Rylix! I'm worried about you! Please tell me what's going on!" She yelled, I sighed and opened the door. I need someone to listen to me. She saw me and immediately hugged me... Devi and I treats each other like sisters so I guess it's not bad to tell her. She dragged me gently back the bed and locked the door.

"So... What's wrong?" She asked.

"I'm in love with...... Sean." I said

"*Gasp* That's great then!" Devi exclaimed.

"No it's not.. After I found out... I gathered my courage to tell him... Tell him everything related to him."

**Flashback**

I was looking around for Jack after classes when someone called out to me... The person I've been looking for.

"Hey Rylix! Wanna hang out and grab pizza?" He asked. I nodded.

"Cool! Come on!" He exclaimed and walked beside me.

He was blabbering about something but I didn't mind since my mind was flying.

"So... Did you watch my new video?" He asked.

"Huh?.... Uhmm... No." I lied and he frowned.

"Can you at least check them?" He asked.

'Sure.. Why not?'

I was just quiet until we arrived the Pizzeria.

"What pizza would you like?" Jack asked,

"Plain Hawaiian Pizza. Don't judge Jack... I like them." I answered and gave him my money.

"Nope. I'll pay today." He said, stood up and went to the corner.

I got my mini notebook (I keep it on my pocket) and scribbled questions and many more.

'Shall I tell him?'

'I know that he'll reject it'

'It'll hurt'

"What does your note mean?" Jack asked. I was surprised, closed my notebook and returned it in my pocket. Jack grinned suspicious of my action.

"You're hiding something~" He said almost singing.

"Yeah. I am. So what?" I replied back and our pizza is already served. I got one and ate it.

"Tell me what you're hiding from me." He said.

"Nope." I said casually and bit the pizza.

"Come on. I'll stop recording YouTube videos if you won't." He said.

I stopped and looked at him. I know that he loves YouTube and it's his job...

"Seriously?" I asked

"100% serious." He said and smiled.

"Still nope. It's your decision." I answered.

"Pretty please." He said doing puppy eyes on me.

"Curse you. I don't want to lose our friendship you doof." I said

"We won't. Promise." He said and saluted.

I sighed and gave him my little notebook. It's actually my diary.

"Just read the last page..." I said and finished the pizza and got another one while resting my face on my hand.

It said: 'I'm sorry. Why did I even fell in love with you... Sean McLaughlin.'