Leave me be..
Yes, I am lonely
And I want company,
But I'm scared for you
To see this me.
This me who isn't confident,
Bold,
And brave.
This me that cannot
Be saved.
This me who hides her
Scars and bruises.
This me who won't
Go far in
Life.
Tell me,
How can I stop weeping,
Why I stay awake for hours
Before sleeping,
Why these thoughts of
Dying
Come to mind?
How I can stop
Hurting you,
You,
Whom I love with all my heart,
You,
Whom I will never stray far
Apart from..?
Tell me,
How can I end
My suffering?
Please...
I beg for mercy,
To be lifted of this
Curse,
To see a
Brighter day,
In hope of that I can truly say,
"I'm happy."
