Raven's POV
"Right. Guys I'm going to let you two talk for a bit, and I'm going to record some stuff okay?" I asked
"Yeah Sure." Ty said. I left the call and started to record.
~Ty's POV~
Raven has just left the call and I'm left with Lily. I feel really awkward.
"So, what's it like having that many subscribes?!" Lily yelped.
"Uh... I don't know really... Never thought about it. Eh, I have to go. Bye." I said, I could stand it I knew she was going to ask me so many questions. I ended the call. I Skype Raven and ask if she could record some stuff with me and the rest of Team Crafted. The whole of Team Crafted was going to do a cops and robbers video since most of us were are 1million+ subscribes or 100th+ video. She didn't reply... Hm. I wonder why.
~Raven's POV~
I went to the bathroom and got a razor. I'd gotten a text saying one of my friends back in England had committed suicide. She was my best friend, I miss her. I lowerd the blade onto my wrist and slit them. Tears ran down my face, I yelped a bit but Jason didn't hear me thankfully. I chucked the blade in the sink, and curled up in a ball on the floor. My mascara ran down my cheeks. I was there for about 2 minutes when I heard the door downstairs unlock. Jason must have gone out again and just came back. I jumped to my feet and washed the blood off my wrist and the blade, I hid the blade. I wrapped up the wounds and ran to my room to get a jumper. I put it on and covered up the bandage. I noticed I had a Skype message. I quickly wiped off the mascara and read the message, Ty wanted to do some recording tomorrow. I replied back with;
~Skype~
Ty: Do you want to record some stuff tomorrow with the rest of Team Crafted?
You: Sure.
Ty: Why did you take so long to reply?
You: I was listening to music so I didn't hear the message sound. I lied
Ty: Oh Okay. Talk to you later?
You: Sure...
I walked downstairs and got my laptop. I saw Jason in the kitchen and walked up to him.
"Hi" Jason Chirped
"Hey.." I said quietly.
"What's up? You sound upset." He questioned. I felt tears roll down my face. I Hugged Jason tightly. I felt him put his arms around me.
"M-Molly committed s-suicide" I said into Jason's jumper.
"Oh.. I'm sorry..." Jason muttered. He thought for a second. "Did you cut your wrists again?" He's the only one who knows I do that he try's to help me stop but it doesn't help. I nodded, still hugging him. He sighed. "Why didn't you tell me about her sooner? Then you wouldn't of cut yourself."
"I-I don't k-know... It just m-makes me f-feel better.." I said. I let go of him and ran upstairs. He didn't follow because he knew I needed time alone. I lay on my bed crying into my pillow.