Little Mate

Chapter 3

Ellena...

On my bed, Zaid was facing away from me so that I could not see his face. I could hear his labored breathing. It sounded much that of an animal. He looked conflicted towards himself. As if he was trying to control his body or emotions. He turned towards me, noticing my presence. The sight that greeted me was shocking. His hair was a mess sticking straight up, as if he had been pulling at it, u like his stylish up do he had earlier. His eyes looked ravenous, dark, scary. He looked as if he was an animal searching for food. Like he needed to feed because his life depended on it. He stalked towards me.

I let out a little squeaky scream. My breath was labored and my hear was beating a mile a minute with the sight that crossed my. Oh god what do I do now? I can't just stay in the bathroom the whole night. I have to figure out an escape plan.

The harsh banging on the door is what pulled me from my thoughts. Zaid's angelic voice slipped through my ears, but this time it was more masculine and husky. "Open. The. Door." He said calmly yet it had a hint of anger and a don't mess with me kind of vibe. I hate it when people demanded things from me, it really pisses me off. But right now I felt like I needed to listen to Lucifer, as if I didn't then I would make him angrier.

A few minutes passed before I heard anything. Then he spoke in a dodge gentle voice unlike a few minutes ago.

"Hey can you please come out? I just really want to talk to you. I'm sorry I just need to explain things to you. Things that you don't understand yet."

I stayed as still as I possibly could leaning against the beige wall in the bathroom. The thought of going out there, with the chance that he might scream at me, was enough for me to stay put.

"FUCK! Why do I have to run everything?!" His breathing came out labored as if he was trying to control his anger. It scared me. I was conflicted. A part of me was telling me to stay put, but the other part was telling me to go out there and comfort him.

I guess he chose for me, because the next thing I knew, my bathroom door was being broken down as I shuffled towards the shower so it wouldn't hit me. I was beyond terrified right now. What was he going to do to me?

He was stalking me as a predator would stalk his prey.  I was immobilized, frozen.  I could not move, paralyzed by his captivating, dangerous gaze.  He pushed me farther against the wall, using his body weight to hold me in place.  Zaid ran his nose along my neck as I shivered under his touch.

"Hmm, you smell so good, my little mate."  I was so perplexed right now about what was happening.  His voice sounded almost animalistic.  An animal that has been deprived for far too long, and is now acting upon primal instinct.

Stupidly I asked "M-mate?"  I did not understand what he meant.  I mean I've read some books about animals and their mates but is this for real.  Maybe it's a dream.

"Shh, be a good girl for me and stay still,"  Zaid was scaring me and turning me on at the same time.  How is that even possible?  He was commanding and dominating and that turned me on to no end.  But at a time like this?  I could not get a straight thought through my head at his close proximity, also the fearful, yet pleasurable, shivers racking through my body.

"I'm going to make you feel real good now. Hmm, would you like that?"

I could not respond, or for that matter, form a coherent sentence.

The next thing I know he looked at me straight into my eyes.  He titled his head back as he opened his mouth.  I was baffled at the sight before me.  Fangs were protruding from his gums. This is not happening! I was panicking. My heart was beating loudly with fear. I felt as if it would burst out of my chest at any minute with panic stricken fear.

I felt little butterfly kisses being placed onto the soft spot in my neck. I couldn't help the moan that escaped my mouth. He kept attacking my neck and I was sure he left a mark. All of the sudden I felt, razor like needles protruding the tender skin of my neck. Pain. All I could feel was pain. It consumes every inch of my body, I couldn't even think straight, as Zaid continued to assault me. Soon enough the unbearable pain, turned into pleasure. I let moan after moan slip out of my mouth as he continued the wonderful assault on my neck. I couldn't for the life of me understand how this could possibly bring any pleasure. But sure enough, this turned out to be the most intense experience of my life. I could feel the wetness pooling in my panties. 

I must have dazed off sometime when we were in the bathroom because the next thing I know I was lying in my bed with Zaid, his arm wrapped around my waist as he pulled me against his chest.  He seemed to be more in control of himself then he was before, and I was still floating on cloud 9.  He was laying kisses up and down my neck and jaw.

"I'm sorry that I lost control.  I can't ever lose control with you.  I can't tell you how sorry I am.  I promise it will never happen again."  A smile crossed my face as I nodded, unable to speak, because I was too spaced out.

"You're so beautiful." 

He played a kiss onto my forehead as I let his words soak in.  Why does he even care about me?  We just met.  He could be anywhere else right now, yet he is in my bedroom, with me.  "W-why?  No one has ever even given me a second glance and here you are breaking down my barriers and walls I've built up.  I can't understand why you would even waste your time with me.  I can not be saved, okay?  I'm too far gone and far too broken to be saved.   Everyone always gives up even my own family, so maybe you should give up now, and save yourself the trouble in the long run."

"I will never give up on you, like I said, I give you my word that I will help you get through this.  Through the ups and downs I will be by your side.  I never break a promise.  Everyone can be saved my little one.  And you are not too far gone, that's the wall you build up and you don't let anyone in.  Give me a chance, let me in.  I'm here to help you.  I know we don't know each other that well and we just met, but this bond we have, is very special.  We are connected, and what you're feeling right now, is coming from our bond.  I know who don't quite understand but I promise that I'll explain everything in the morning.  Right now we both need some rest.  I'll see you in the morning.  Goodnight mi amore."  I was so touched by what he said.  No one has ever made me feel so cared for and loved, as he has in just a couple short hours.  He got up to leave.

"S-stay, please, I don't want to be alone right now."  I know I was pleading with him, but I did not want to be alone with him, in this vulnerable state.

"Anything for you."  He placed another kiss to my forehead as he undresses until he is in his boxers.  I couldn't help but to stare because his body looked as if it was molded by God himself.  Zaid pulled back my covers as he placed us both under.  He grabbed onto me, and pulled me against him, wrapping his hand around my waist. 

I slowly drifted off to sleep, in the arms of a man who I barely know, yet oddly feel connected to.