I Am My Own Demon

I Want to be Everything I Am Not

I hate my stomach and my thighs.

I hate my hair and teeth.

I hate how my clothes look on me.

I hate my voice.

I hate how I talk to people.

I hate my personality.

I hate that everything gets to me.

I hate that I care way too much.

I hate that I'm never smart enough.

I hate that I'm not enough for anyone.

I hate that I can't trust anybody.

I just want to be everything that I'm not.