Living a Double Life

C4: Everything is Not alright

Everything is NOT alright with me i miss Lucy like super crazy and this....white haired girl is now dragging me all around Magnolia i thought it was just supposed to be the campus aw gezz what did i get myself into,the longer im away from Lucy i can just feel the dragon in my chest just ready to go on a rampage,"a-ah excuse me" i interrupt the girl from her descriptive talking of the area as she stops and smiles,"yes!" She says with a bright smile as im taken back "this is nice of you and all but,i thoughg you we're just going to show me around the campus not the city i was gonna do that with-","Lucy?" She questioned as im taken back abit by her sudden sadness when saying her name as if she would rather it be her instead, "ano- excuse me for asking see as ww just met and all but...." she started as i payed close attention to her words now,"are you teo by any chance....lovers" she said making my head spin abit althought i dont know why this should be an easy question for me seeing as how im to marry her in less than 2 years from now...so...to say,"are we lovers?" I speak aloud as she blushes and shakes her head,"OH NO NO im extremely sorry i shouldn't have pryed its really none of my business" she says as i see her head go down in sadness as a prince i cant stand to see a woman sad even if that woman feels more for me than i can return, but to be blatantly honest i have no words for her i can not answer this question, "if i were to be honest....i couldn't tell you what we are because we actually just met a few days ago and became really good friends, we moved here from afew towns over so im still understand my connection to her but to answer you statement...are we lovers?"....id have to say No we're not.....

Yet

Somewhere in Magnolia

I dont understand i meet this strange girl at school now shes pulling me all around Magnolia.... i wanted to go exploring with...Natsu but it seems like that wont happen,"hey?? Are you alright ive been calling you for an eternity now" i look up to see Yukino smiling at me,"oh how rude of me im sorey" i say as i unknowingly bow as she smiles and swratdrops "hey now no need to be so formal here we're friends aren't we?" She says as i look up with a tilt of my head,"friends?" I question as she nods with a bright smiles,"Hai Friends" she says as i give a slight smile to myself ive never had a friend other then Levy ans Juvia and even then they we're somewhat forced to be my friends...thats what i feel anyway,"Awww Lucy your just so omega Cute" she says as i come back to reality as she jumps and huges me rubbing my face on hers as im nervous,"e-eh??" I question, "Okie confession time" she says as she lets go of me and spins around confession time?? About what, "im not a student at Fairy tail Academy " she says with a smile as i back up,"t-then who are you?" I question again as she waves her hands,"h-hey now hey now calm down i attend Sabortooth Academy our schools are rivals to each other so it'd be only natural that id be there i was actually looking for my boy friend" she says with a wink, "b-b-boyfriend" i said flustered as she continues to twirl,"yup yup yup thats right B.O.Y.F.R.I.E.N.D someone that hugs and loves you no strings attached you know like you and your boyfriend" she says smirking leaning closely to my face,"N-n-no you've got it all wrong Natsu's not my boyfriend" i clearly state as she straightens up, "oh? Well is he your crush or something you two have got ro have some type of serious connection to see your face when you told me he went on a tour with one of your classmates im guessing it was a girl your boyfriend must be pretty hot then girls in Magnolia have high standards" she says as i get agitated abit and lean forward blushing,"moh hes not my boyfriend" i say as she giggles "hair but your face says other wise" she says she right i am blushing cause this statement puts me on edge...i cant say that i dont like him,more like i feel as if i dont know him well enough to say that i should or have the right to like him....seeing as we only met a few says ago but i cant tell her that he's my fiancé no thats just no good then she'd ask qusstions and-,"hellloooo earth to Lucy again gezz you look like you were in an even fare away galaxy then usual" she says as i jump,"g-g-galaxy why what have you heard who told you that!?!" I say as she holds up her hands in a defence pose,"woah woah calm down we just met but ya know" she stops and looks into the sky as i turn my attention to that of hers,"i kind admire the stars....i would love to find our what lys be-" i continue"-beyond that of the milky way" i say as we look at eachother then start into laughter,"wow now you got me interested we have more in common then i thought" she says as i give a slight nod what are the odds to meet someone with the same thoughts i have...i think to myself,"so....This Natsu guy...you aren't lovers" she says as my heart skips a beat"why would you say that" i say as she starts walking and i join her,"because....in Magnolia its all about chances and opportunity... if you like a guy go for dont wait....because once someone else gets a clear coat thought that theres nothing goin on between you and that guy well edleast that the guy doesn't share the same feelings then she'll make her move" she sais in a serious tone as i look straight,"to be perfectly honest i dont know what Natsu and I are....are we friends,lover, associates heck i dont even know if we ever could be" i say but then i stop as she stops and looks at me,"but....what i do know is...ill always be by his side.. and that i wont let anyone come between us even if we do remain just friends" my head goes down,"...whats enough for me" i say with a sas yet sweet smile as i see Yukino about to say something when, "Yukii!!" Chanted a male voice as we turn around to see a talk handsome blonde eunning towards us waving his hand in the air,"Sting!" She shouted by the sparks in her eyes and her expression...this must be her boyfriend, "hey we're have you been i went to Fairy tail lookin for you" she said as he got close out of breath, "sorry i went to see a couple-a friends but you shouldn't havd woundered around their campus so freely Yukino" he said as they continued to talk i was mesmerized by their speak patterns can lovers truly converse in an irregular way like this, "mm? Whos this new friend of yours" he said looking at me as i blush and hide behind Yukino being as i was isolated from humanity since my mother died i became kinda-,"yeah! Her names Lucy shes shy she just moved here she new at Fairy tail so i thought id show her around " she says as he nods understanding,"heh well don ty you think its kinda weird having someone from a rival school show you around so freely?" He spoke with a chuckle,"heyy dont make me seem like a stalker we have friends their you known that so im fanilar to the campus is all hmph" she said turning her head the other way in a pout,"aww come on Yukino i was just joking " he said as he gave her a big grin...there was something about his smile.. that reminded me of....."Natsu..." i spoke as they looked at me "you ok Lucy? What'd you say" she asked as i clench my bag,"i-i.. i want to see...i want to see him" i spoke as Yukino smiles as Sting tilts his head in confusion, "i dont really understand whats goin on but...looks like you have somewhere to be" Sting said as i look up to see that goofy smile...the one that drives me crazy as i gaze at him he suddenly flashes and i see......Natsu i think to myself as i just take off running,"h-hey Lucy wait" Yukino shouted as they chased me bug i just kept running to be honest i have no idea where im going...but I'll know when im there cause...i can feel his presents i should have never let him leave with that...that... girl..i think clenching my chest now as i keep running for what feels like an hour as i then appear infront of a big building that so happens to be, "..home" i speak as it starts raining why do i feel helpless...as if i cant move..... whats wrong with me....why..why do i "Lucy!" I turn to see Yukino and Sting right behind me outta breath and just as wet as i am,"you shouldnt take off like that by yourself it can be dangerous around here sometimes ya know?" Yukino said as i bow my head,"i am deeply sorry" she says as she waves her hands,"again with the formalities lucy i tolf you were friends right?" She asked as i look up to see her smiling as i then return the emotion as,"Lucy" i turn to see Natsu standing on the porch of the house..,"..Natsu" i say as i can barely see him threw my wet bangs,we just stared at eachother as he then ran down the steps and hugged me...i was devastated i had never been hugged like this by a male before,"Natsu your getting wet let m-" i spoke but his voice then over powered that of mine,"YOU IDIOT" I gasp at his sudden words,"you think i care about alittle rain....your more important i was so worried about you," he said as i just let him hold me tight.. not making a move...not knowing what to do...,"i knew i should have never left your side...i was dumb.. please forgive me" he said then holding me tight as i felt strange.. a warmth unlike no other...as i slowly bring my hands up and hug him back as i feel him jump probably surprised but then i felt something else warm... tears.. i hadn't cried since my mother died...and since then there was never anyone who had cared about me this much before i was scard i was surprised....i was happy.

"Huh? Who are you guys" Natsu then spoke looking at Sting and Yukino as they waved,"we found Lucy and brought her home she seemed lost then all of a sudden as we started walking.....she took off said there was...someone she wanted to see" i started to blush then hide my face in Natsu's chest even more i hide it,"woahh mondo strange" i heard Yukino speak as i pull back from Natsu to look at her as i saw hee looling froM Sting to Natsu going back and forth, "you guys could be twins are you like distant relatives or something?" She asked as Sting just chuckled it was rather weird they did infact look alike, "You know what this means Lucy" she says as i notice the rain cleaeing up as she graps my hands,"no w-what?" I question as she smiles,"we have the same taste in guys" she says as everyone freezes and my face turns bright red, "W-WHAT ARE YOU SAYING AND SO SUDDENLY " i say as she laughs, "we have more in common then i thought " she said laughing as i pout blushing at this embarrassment
so much has happened today i realized that theres more to people in Magnolia then just freedom and what not i think im starting ti understand....freedom...love...Natsu...friendship