City Lights (A Motionless in white fan fiction)

I refuse to sink

Mercy's P.o.V

It's been one month since Thomas died. I haven't been talking to anyone or eating self harming has gotten worse. I have to push Josh away. I don't want to but I have too because I don't want him to be in my sick fucked up mind. I woke up in tears I ran to the bathroom and shut the door grabbing the razor. "I refuse to sink." I said to myself and flushed the blade. I pulled on some shoes and walked outside and ran to dahvies house. I knocked on the door no answer then I called Jayy. (J=Jayy M=Mercy)

J- hello?

Jayy sounded tired I woke him up.

M- j-Jayy o-open t-the d-door.

I hung up I was sobbing Jay ran out and saw me then hugged me tight. "Are you ok?!" He asked hugging me tight I slowly nodded "Can I talk to you and Dahvie?" He nods and brings me inside "DAHVIE WAKE UP!" I hear Jayy scream the Dahvie curse him. He walked out and saw me.

Dahvies P.O.V

I walked into the livening room to see a pale small crying mercy. She got up and sat Jayy and I down. "I want you to help me. Send me to a mental hospital therapy something!" She pleaded Jayy looks at me as I looked at him exchanging confused looks "What?" We ask. She looks at me "I am gonna end up killing myself if you don't help!" She said in tears and fell to the floor I held her close. Jayy got up and rolled her jeans up he gasped he saw all over her brand new cuts really deep one said "Revenge" "Will" "have" "It's" "Day" "I'm Fine X" and just deep lines. Jayy started crying I was crying a little rolling her sleeves up I started crying harder. Her arms were covered in deep deep cuts. "Jayy, she's staying with us for a while." He nodded "She sleeps with me cause you have Jennie." I looked at him a since of jealously hit me "No!" I said Jayy looked at me shocked "I mean let her choose." I finished. She looked up "I want Jayy...." I felt my heart stop for a second "Okay Jayy take her to bed." I said kissing her cheek and giving her to Jayy. I went to my room and sighed falling back asleep.

Mercy's P.o.V

Jayy and I didn't sleep we stayed up writing a song "I refuse to sink (Fuck the fame)" was the first title I sighed "Nah, how about just I refuse to sink!" I said smiling he nodded and started writing. "Jayy is want this to be yours and dahvies song no matter what you wrote it with me and I'm sure Dahvie will fix some parts." I said poking him he looked at me "BUT! ITS MINE YOURS AND DAHVIES SONG!" He screamed then Dahvie walked in. "What's my song?" I smiled "Come here and help write." About 3 hours later we where done, would have been done later but yeah Jayy Dahvie and I were playing with bubbles and PUPPIES! I fucking love puppies they are so cute and squeezable!! Don't judge me you know they are too! Oh! And kitty's!

Jayys P.O.V

"come on mercy get ready!" I screamed. We were gonna find the beat to this song and record it. We got to the recording studio and found this cool up beat thing we were gonna use. It was a cool dance beat too! Mercy went first recording and oh my fuck she sounded amazing. Dahvie went then me. We listened to it over I smiled and pushed play. It sounded fucking amazing! I loved this we went home and had a pizza party. We all got shit faced drunk.

Mercy's P.O.V

I woke up naked in the tub with the shower running "What the fuck?" I winced in pain and held my head "Fucking hangovers" I cursed. I sighed and got a shower and wrapped up in a towel going to Jayy's room he wasn't in there so I borrowed a pair of his basket ball shorts and a fake is the new trend shirt with some boxers. They were clean and I didn't have anything so BAM BITCHES! I went into the kitchen and got some Advil and some water. I walked into the living room freezing I saw Jayy and Dahvie passed out. Jayy was upside down on the couch Dahvie was on the table I giggled and got a glass of water and a couple Advils and gave some to Jayy. He fell back to sleep right away. Dahvie stayed up with me after I got him some Advil and water. I looked at him "I want a tattoo!!" He smiled and jumped up "Okay let's go!" We left and went to the tattoo shop. "What you like?" He asked "A infinity tattoo with a anchor in the bottom left made into the infinity symbol and beside the top of the anchor on the right I want "I refuse to sink". He nodded and drew it up "do you like it?" "YES!!" I jumped up and down. He smiled were at I looked down my right wrist. Dahvie looked at me "It's the only one clean beside my left one." The tattoo artist began "FUCK THIS HURTS!" Dahvie laughed soon I was finished. We went home I checked my phone 400 missed calls 200 texts 300 voice mails. I sighed and called hunter I told her I was fine she was pissed but understood. I smiled and fell asleep singing I refuse to sink. Dahvie and Jayy helped me a lot.

-Hai c: AT MA COUSINS BUT WRITERS BLOCK D: sorry! Bye bye loves 3 votes 2 comments (not by the same person (;) c: