My Life To You

Goodbye

This is Izzy speaking. So Ethan is still asleep. It was 9:46am in the morning. I didn't know what to do. Ethan was asleep. I woke up and made my Mother coffee as usual. My Mother said, "Izzy can't sleep?"

I said, "Yeah I fell alseep at 12:30am and woke up at 9:30 am. Is that good? Mom I don't want Ethan to go."

My Mom said, "Well you want Ethan to have fun don't you?"

I said, "Mom by the time he's off tour... I'm gonna have a belly and have an ultrasound to go to soon."

My Mom said, "Okay but it's good to tell him at some point before he leaves. Okay Isabelle?" I nodded.

I go back in the room. I went in the room and fell back asleep. Ethan and I woke up and it was 10:56am. I kissed him and said, "Morning."

He said, "Morning. I'm gonna get ready. Okay Izzy?"

I said, "Okay." He kissed me. Then went to take a shower. He came back in a nice outfit and then got his suit case and I just got done putting on my shorts and Bra. Then I put on my shirt when he sees me.

He sees my stomach. I said, "Shit Ethan. I didn't know you were here."

Ethan said, "So you did gain weight. There's nothing wrong about it."

I said, "Ethan we need to sit down."

Ethan said, "Okay... If it's about the tour I could shorten it. Izzy?"

I said, "Ethan... I don't think it's a good idea. I mean the tour is fine. But....." he nodded.

I said, "The reason why I wanted you to go have fun is because... I'm pregnant. I'm a month and two weeks." Ethan froze. I said, "Ethan say Something please?"

Ethan sighed. He said, "Your pregnant?" I nodded. He said, "Wow... Now I really shouldn't go back on tour."

I said, "Ethan! When you come back I'm gonna be 5-6 months pregnant. It will be okay. That's why I wanted you to have fun okay?"

Ethan said, "Are you really, really sure about this? And how we had a condom..."

I said, "Ethan when I went into your bathroom I found the condom on the ground. I was scared and it happened. I'm Really Sorry."

Ethan said, "I'm not mad at you. You could of been honest to me."

I said, "I know I'm sorry."

Ethan said, "Wait is that why you were so picky about your weight on our date yesterday. And I put my hands on your stomach?" I nodded.

I had tears going down my face. I said. "Well might as well go to the airport to make out and say goodbye." Ethan sighed.

Then he said, "Izzy it doesn't have to be a goodbye like this. I will Skype or FaceTime you three to six times a day. Also text you. Okay?"

I said, "Okay." We started hugging.

We got to the airport. I hugged Grayson. He said, "Be careful kiddo."

I said, "I will."

Ethan put his stuff down and picked me up and hugged me. We didn't let go. Then I said while I was by his neck, "Ethan your hugging to tight."

Ethan put me down. He said, "Yeah I should be careful." He put his hands on my stomach. I kissed him. He kissed me back. He said, "I really shouldn't leave you Izzy."

I said, "Ethan you really need to go. Have fun. You really need too." Ethan kissed me again.

My Mom said, "Be safe Ethan." And hugged him same with Grayson.

They said, "We will."

I hugged Ethan one last time. I started crying. He wiped my tears away and kissed me again and again. He said, "Hey don't cry. I'll be back."

I said, "Okay." I hugged and kissed him one last time. Then they let go and they left. I ran back to the car.

My Mom came after me. She said, "Izzy? What's up? Did you tell him?"

I said, "Yeah he said there's a possibility he might cancel being on Tour just because of me being pregnant. I have to take care of a child. Only a week let of school. I don't know Mom I'm scared." I hugged her crying. She sighed.

My Mom said, "It's okay. I was scared I might messed up on being a Mom at an early age but... I don't know now."

I said, "Especially with Ethan being famous I don't know. Plus Grayson had a huge crush on me."

My Mom said, "You'll be okay. Before your Dad died he said Lizzy make sure if Izzy makes a mistake she has to choose. I said what about meeting a boy one day. He said it wouldn't bother me unless he broke her heart. But I'm pretty sure with that baby you guys will be together. That's why I'm letting you Keep the baby but..."
I sighed.
She said, "You have to tell Diane."

I said, "Okay." We drove back home I said, "Mom I'm going to bed."

She said, "Okay Sweetie. Night love you." I sighed.

I said, "I love you too Mom." I went back to my room. Went in the bathroom and brushed my teeth and put my hair in French braids until...