He still won't speak to me. It's been two weeks and no words. Every time I try to talk to him he just walks away. This is so frustrating.
I go to the dance room when I get home from actual dance class since most of the guys left to go get Matt from the airport. I turn on Everybody Wants to Rule the World by Lorde and get in position. I've done this dance plenty of times but I've never put so much emotion into it. I've just really needed to get out my feelings and that's the way I do it.
I hear clapping when I'm done and I look into the mirror to see Jacob. I roll my eyes and stand up. I grab my water bottle and go to my laptop to pick out a song to improv to. I feel hands wrap around me and I push him off. "What do you want Jacob?" I ask, anger etched in my voice. "You." He answers. "Yeah you just didn't for the last two weeks. I'm not your toy. You can't have me when it conveniences you." He sighs sadly and says," Baby I'm sorry. I saw y'all dancing together and I freaked. You guys dance so well together. And there's obvious chemistry between y'all." That's when I literally laugh out loud. "Brandon's gay!" He puts his head down and says," Oh. Well. I feel like an idiot for not speaking to you for so long." I pull him closer to me and hug him tightly. "That's okay. You're my idiot." He chuckles and looks down at me. "You wanna dance with me?" I ask him. "Of course." I turn on The Heart Wants What it Wants and we basically just improv. But that improv slowly starts turning into something more as the song progresses. He eventually picks me up and backs me into the wall. Right as he starts kissing me, though, we hear voices. I get down quickly and hug him. We make it look like we're having a sentimental moment and it works because Cam comes in and says," Awe you guys worked it out!" We both nod our heads and smile politely. "Okay well Matt and Hope are upstairs." I smile brightly and say," Hope's here?!" He nods his head and I smile brightly. Hope is super nice and she's soooo pretty!"Okay well come on!" Cam chuckles. He starts walking up the stairs and Jacob and I follow. That's when Jacob decides it's a good idea to smack my butt. I yelp and Cam turns around. "Are you okay?" He asks. "Uh yeah, I almost tripped." He rolls his eyes and chuckles. He turns back around and I turn to Jacob and flip him off. He fakes sadness and as soon as Cam is away from us I turn around to see Jacob right behind me. I gulp loudly and whisper hoarsely," I'm gonna get you back for that." He leans in closely and says," Go ahead and try, babe." He walks to Hope and Matt and says,"Hey you guys how's it going?" I roll my eyes and yell," HOPE!" She squeals when she sees me and runs to hug me. How's my little spawn of satan doing?" I chuckle and say," I'm good, how are you and Matt?" She smiles and says," 3 years strong. And I hear you're dating a certain brunette?" She says quietly as she elbows me. And at that moment I feel hands wrap around my waist. I lean into Jacob and he kisses my shoulder. "Speak of the devil!" I say chuckling a little bit. "Whoa, Al. You grew like ten feet!" Matt yells. I run to him and jump into his arms. "Matt I'm happy for you! You didn't get any uglier!" He drops me and I stick my tongue out at him. Jacob helps me up and Matt wiggles his eyebrows. "Ooh young love I see?" I roll my eyes and Cam yells," Dinner, losers!" We all run to the dinner table and there ends up not being a spot for me so sit I have to sit on Jacob's lap. He keeps rubbing my knee and it's distracting me. "Jacob you're distracting me." I whisper in his ear. "Oh am I?" He asks, cheekily. "Jacob." I whisper. His hand moves up a little bit and that's when I know that this is going to be the longest dinner ever.