Mitch Grassi and his best friend, Scott Hoying, have been friends since they were 10 years old. Mitch's life has been turning upside down ever since Scott got into a serious relationship. Mitch has become more and more depressed on the daily. Nothing has been going his way, he always seems to screw everything up. Mitch has been depressed since he was 15, when his mom passed away from cancer. His dad began blaming him for everything, including Mitch's moms death, Mitch being gay, and even his dad getting fired from his job. When Mitch was 17 he began having serious feeling for Scott, but Mitch pushed the feelings away because Scott was straight. When Scott was 20 and Mitch was 19 Scott came out as Pansexual. Mitch continued to push his feelings away because he knew Scott wouldn't feel the same way about him. They were just best friends, thats it, just best friends.
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Mitch POV
I cant handle it anymore. I need out of this world. My dad still blames me for everything bad that happens in his life and I don't even know about anything he just calls me and starts blaming me. Its been 6 years since moms death and he keeps blaming me for it, yes i am 21 and my dad still hates me. I should have never told him I'm gay. I should have never told anyone. Why cant I just be straight? It would be so much easier. Maybe then I wouldn't be scared to go in public. Maybe then my dad would love me. Maybe then I would be happy. Maybe then I wouldn't be lonely. I want to be gone, out of this cruel world of homophobics. Maybe now will finally be the time I leave. I doubt anyone will care, even the band. They don't need me, they'll be more successful without me there to screw things up. They'll be more happy without me.
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Sorry this is so short, I hope this isnt too bad.
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VOUS LISEZ
for him. -Scömìche-
FanfictionHe wrote a letter for him to read when he got over him. When he was long gone out of this world. He hid it from him since the day he wrote it. Was today they day to finally give it to him?
