So, I can't handle a lot of things. Yelling, fighting, cursing meanly, just ugh and my family does it a lot. I want it to stop so bad. It hurts seeing everyone like that. Just everything seems to be falling again after I thought I would be okay. My legs are fucked up. There used to be only 75 scars on my legs, now its about 300 something. I lost some friends due to stupid shit. I just....ugh! The waves of depression are becoming tsunamis. Its worse than ever now. And I'm sorry.
