Forever and Always

Lets just watch movies

ugh why is it so fucking hot in here. I mentally say while rolling over and sitting up, then I notice i'm not in a house uh what the fuck. I look around and find my dress in a pile with other clothes. what?. I turn my head and see Scott looking at me with sleep still in his eyes.

" morning babe "

oh that voice, I love his morning voice.

" hey, so uh. why am I naked again? "

" well piece it together "

then it hits me i'm not a virgin any more i'm shocked but excited too. I look over at him then lean down and kiss him.

" and it was an amazing night, can we go home now? "

"sure babe " he says while pushing the blanket off of him and gets up and walks to his clothes. I watch him the entire time, oh dat ass. ( aha sorry I just had to if you've seen the pic for him you'd have the same thought )

I just sit there awkwardly while he dresses then I stand up with the blanket still around me. well I should get dresses I don't know why I'm so insecure at the moment, I slip on my dress and head to the car. oh my god it hurts to walk how hard did we do it ugh fuck this. I finally reach the car and sit down by then I feel so bad, is this normal after sex ugh I don't know. i'm almost asleep when Scott opens his door and starts the car.

" babe you okay? "

" Uh yeah, um... I don't know I feel horrible like ugh like i'm about to- " I push open the door and spill everything in my stomach.

" hold on i'll go get water "

I just nod my head and keep spiting up what was left, ugh. why do I feel this way I mean I've read a book that had something like this in it but the chick was 14. i'm 17 soon 18 and about to graduate in like 4 months. Scott comes back with a bottle of water after, after that episode and two bottles of water later were on our way home. plus the headache which does not help at all what's so ever. we get to his place and all I want to do is sleep, I walk inside and flop face first on the leather couch. I try to sleep but this dress is restricting me to do so.

" babe " I mumble in to the couch.

" yeah "

" can I have one of your t-shirts pweez "

" uh.. yeah here "  then hands me a lite blue shirt.

" ah.. so much better "  I say while laying back down.

then Scott comes over and sit next to me and rubs my back.

"sorry "

" for what? "

" hurting you "

" No, don't be, yes it hurts to walk but I was worth it. this stuff happens to a lot of people. "

" really "

" yeah, no big deal "

" okay so wuchya' wanna  do bake, walk or something like that "

" yeah.. NO, lets just watch movies and sleep "

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so yeah here it is hope you like it I know its short but I wrote it at 2 in the morning and its pretty much just a filler for the next chapter so yeah thanks for reading this far.