Forever and Always

So tired...

                                                         Ally's P.O.V

" okay miss Aero you are free to take em' home " says the nurse at the front.

i smile up at her and grab both of the carriers and sit in the wheelchair, which i should've been in the entire time but ive been in a freaking hospital bed for like 56 hours. i needed to walk and i did but now i am sitting when i finally get situated Scott pushes the wheelchair out to the front and and then leaves to go get the truck. as i wait Andrew starts to cry.

" shit! " i whisper to myself 

" shh... shh... its okay, its okay mommys here "  i say to him quietly as i rock him.

it took awhile but i finally got him to calm down enough to put him back in the carrier, as i finish putting him back in the thing Scott pulls up and help me put the babbies in the back. i climb in with them and we take off.

" so you ready to be parents? its not like we have a choice "  Scott asks 

" yeah im ready and we do have a choice but that is not an option "

" no i guess its not " 

we finally get home and im exausted but i need to feed them we walk up to Andrew's room and since we thought we were only going to have one baby we only have one nursery. i put Andrew in the crib then Nation on the changing table, i reach over my back and unhook by bra which is extremly uncomfortable. and pull it through the sleeve then grab Nation and begin to feed her, but she decides to be fussy. when i finish feeding her i burp her and let me tell you this she threw up all over my hair, but i ignore it and trade babies and do the same. i then put them in the crib and walk out and go into my room and began to use that thing that takes the milk out of me. and i bottle it and put it in the fridge in Andrews room smart right. i then go back into my room grab clothes and take a much needed shower then down staires to get some freaking food.

i get to the fridge and pull everything out to make some sandwhiches, i then feel arms wrap around me and a sof t kiss on my temple.

" hey babe " Scott whispers in my ear. 

" hey " i say tiredly 

" how tired are you? "

" really tired, im gonna eat this then go to bed "

" good you need it "

i finish the sandwhich and go up to lay down and i fall asleep within 10 minutes.

                                             The next day

i wake up and look over at the clock to see its that its 12 pm and i roll over, i then realize it said pm and i roll back over and run over to the nursery. only to see Andrew sleeping but not Nation shes not even there, so what do i do i panic and run down staires and stop dead in my tracks to see the cutest thing ever. Scotts asleep with Nation on his chest so cute i just had to take a picture i run over to the office and grab the camera and take it. and i go back into the office and print the picture but now i have to get another book for Nation, so i put it in a folder for now and walk back into the living room. right as Scott starts to wake up.

" why didnt you wake me up? " i ask him while i reach for Nation.

" cuz' you needed the sleep and i could handle it, as you can see "

" well still. so how many times did they wake up last night? "

" like 5-6 times "

" wow really god i could've helped you "

" well i didnt want it "

i just smile proudly at him and walk Nation up staires but she starts to wake up when i get to the room so i sit in the rocking chair and began to sing Hush little baby  by ed sheeran. 

( play video )

and she falls right back to sleep i put her in the crib and look at them and realize how a stupid mistake gave me a gift. and that Nation will be a daddys girl.

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so heres a really late update im so sorry, i had writers block and just bad time for me so enjoy