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Indigo
September 5, 2016.

Once Kian left to pick up the pizza, it was just Jc and I. "So how've you been?" I asked Jc with a smile. "Good," He said with a pause. "You?" He asked. "Eh, not so good but I got to see you today so let's say it's great." I laughed. He laughed too, and asked, "Wanna tell me what's wrong?" I groaned. "College fucking sucks! The classes I'm taking are so early in the morning. I don't know, I might drop out." I sighed. He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tightly. "It's okay, I've been through the same thing you're going through. When you're not studying, just come to our place." He whispered in my ear. "College is really hard, and I know how you feel. It's stressful and shit like that. I had to work my ass off 30 hours a week, and all that money went to college." He said. "I felt so depressed during college. And I don't want you to feel that way. If you want I'll help you pay for college." He added. I gave him a 'what the hell are you talking about,' look. He couldn't. He wouldn't.

"No, Jc it's okay." I said. "I won't be in college for so long. I'm dropping out." I said. "Why? Education is always good." He said with a smile. "But in my world, we have a totally different education." I smirked. "Wanna demonstrate for me?" He asked while raising his eyebrows. "Gladly." I smiled and got on his lap. I leaned in closer and my lips touched his. We started making out for the next 10 minutes. All of a sudden, we both hear the door open. We both pull away, and see a furious Kian standing at the door holding a box of pizza in his hands. He slowly puts the pizza box on the counter and steps closer towards us. I look at Jc in fear and get off of him. "Alright what the fuck is going on!" Kian yelled. "It's not what it looks like man," Jc said. "No, I know what it looks like. You were about to fuck my ex! In front of me!" He yelled. He looked away from Jc. He then turned to me. "And you. You fucking slut. Get the hell out of my house you whore!" He yelled and pointed towards the door. I quickly ran out of the apartment, and started crying in the elevator.

We aren't even together anymore. I should've stood up for myself. I wiped my tears away as the elevator stopped at the lobby. I got out of the elevator and walked to my car. As I was walking, someone grabbed my shoulder and turned me around. "I'm so sorry, Indigo." Jc said. I began crying again. "No, shh. Don't cry, it's okay. He's Kian. He's always mad. You aren't dating anymore, it's okay." He cooed in my ear. "Here, c'mon, I'll take you home." He said and walked with me. "No but I drove here," I said. "Ok fine then I'm coming home with you." He said. "O-okay." I sniffled and walked to my car. "I'll drive." He said. I nodded and put on my seatbelt as we drove away.
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                                                Kian
                               September 5th, 2016.

Indigo stormed out of our apartment and started crying. I looked at Jc. "What the fuck, Jc!" I yelled. He looked down in shame. "That's my fucking ex! It was fucking hard for me when she came here in the first place, and now you're fucking making out with her?! Do you know how hard that is for me?!" I yelled. That's when he got up. "I'm not dealing with this." He said bluntly and walked right past me and out the door.

I was beyond pissed. I didn't know how to feel. I feel as if we were still dating. I really shouldn't care though. I began punching the wall. It left a huge hole. I looked at my fist which was now bloody as fuck, and started crying. I just need to learn how to move on. Jc's a great guy, and that's what Indigo deserves. Someone who'll do anything and everything for her.

There was blood everywhere.

"Why can't I ever be happy anymore?" I whispered before grabbing the pills from the cabinet, and popping a bunch in my mouth. My vision became blurry and I fainted.