I'll Make You a Warrior(Demi Lovato)

An addition to the scars

*Sorry for any mistakes*

Andreas POV

It was eight thirty in the morning when I woke up. I saw a note on the nightstand. I grabbed it and read it.

Andrea I'm off to work. Please stay here and don't go out i don't want anything to happen to you. If you need anything call me love you

-Justin

I was going to be home alone for awhile. I walked over to his bathroom and took and hot long shower. The water felt great and I didn't want to get out but I didn't want to make Justin's water bill to go up. When I got out of the shower I looked at my self in the mirror thinking doubtly about myself. All the horrible things. I never thought of the good things when I was in the bathroom. I thought to myself your worthless, you don't deserve to be alive, your parents don't love you, your fat, nobody cares about you. I looked in his cabinets for a razor. I found one quickly and grabbed it, I also grabbed the band aids while I was at it. I closed the cabinets and sat on the toilet seat. Before I put the blade up to my skin I thought to myself do you really want to do this? In ran in my head about ten times and then I made my decision. I put the blade up to my skin and cut it. The pain hurt but thinking to myself it was worth it. I made three more cuts before I put the bandaid on and put the things away. My wrist was in pain but I tried not to pay any attention to it. I put on my long sleeve purple shirt and I put on black leggings. I sat lied back down on the bed and took a long nap.