Pain and Fame (Book 2)

Chapter 12 - Beef

(Tuesday, November, 4th, 2011)

These past couple days I've been doing my own thing, always alone, and when I'm offered to go out I hide out in the bedroom. Marshall, and I left New York on the first because I just couldn't be around everyone so depressed, yet look at myself.

Also, I went to the police with the situation with my dad. Athena set up an interview for me for Thursday to release it to the world, and I'm nervous. Nick's happy I went to the cops about it because since there's footage he's going to jail.

I'm currently in the bedroom laying on the bed with the covers over me, and my laptop under with me watching Dexter on Netflix. I've started to binge watch a bunch of tv shows on Netflix, I might have a problem. As Dexter's cutting the cheek of the guy he's gonna kill, the blankets get ripped off of me.

"Are you just gonna lay here like this" Marshall says, and I pause the show.

"I mean, if you could get me some buttery popcorn, and a bottle of water I'll be a lot better" I say.

"Not like that. Are you just gonna lay here all day, and not interact with anyone or anything again?" Marshall said, and sat down on the bed with me. I thought about for a second, I have been sheltering myself from the world a little too much.

"Ugh, what do you want to do today?" I asked him.

"If I tell you would you get out of bed?" Marshall asked, and I nodded my head yes. "Slaughterhouse, Yela, and I are gonna to a cypher for the bet hip hop awards. We need you to complete shady, will you?" Marshall added.

"Um sure when is it?" I asked.

"Today.." Marshall said, and I shook my head before getting out of bed.

"Your stupid for not telling me earlier" I sighed, and looked through the closets for something to wear.

"You should wear these pants" Marshall said, pulling a pair of black jeans out of closet while one of his hands stayed resting on my hip. "They make your ass look like nice" Marshall added then his hand reached down, and grabbed my ass.

"This isn't the time or place" I chuckled while searching for a top.

"A quickie? Pleaseee??" Marshall asked as his hands roamed over my whole body.

"Shoo you freak" I said while pushing him away.

Honestly Marshall, and I haven't done it in a while. Things just kept happening back to back so we've had no time to ourselves lately, and I kinda miss not having him alone, to myself.

"Finee, yo, you want anything to eat?" Marshall asked while I kept looking through my clothes.

"Pickles, and a large not a small bag of lays potato chips" I said, and took a shirt out of the closet.

"It's one pm, you sure you don't want like eggs?" Marshall asked, and I gave him this look. "Okay, okay. I'll get going" Marshall said, and gave me a kiss on the cheek before quickly leaving the bedroom.

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"You ready?" Marshall asked.

"Um, yep" I said.

After Marshall had went downstairs to make food, and what not, I got ready. I'm wearing a little white sweater, along with blue jeans with two holes in the knees, and a pair of adidas. I'm also gonna wear one of Marshall's jackets just for more covering so people can't see my baby bump.