Pain and Fame (Book 2)

Chapter 3 - Explaining

(The Next Day -
Tuesday, October, 14th, 2011)

Today I woke up cuddle up against Marshall, and I loved it. I haven't been able to really cuddle with him for weeks, and it just feels really nice. I slowly turned around, and pecked his cheek. I rolled over, and slowly tried to get out of the bed. Once I was in the wheelchair I rolled myself over to the bathroom, and stood up to at myself in the mirror.

The sight isn't pretty at all. I'm still all bruised up, and my cuts have turned into scars. The bruises from Kevin are still on my face but there fading. I look a mess. I continue to look at myself in the mirror, and the day of the accident keeps replaying in my head.

"You still look beautiful" Marshall said, and I turned my head around to see him watching me. I give him a light smile, and sit back down on the wheelchair.

"I need some help" I said.

"What with baby?" Marshall asked.

"I need to shower" I chuckled, this is gonna be a task.

"Oh, okay" He chuckled, and walked out of the bathroom. Marshall came back with a huge black garbage bag.

"What's that for?" I asked.

"I'm gonna put your leg with the cast in it" Marshall said, and I laughed.

"This is so stupid" I said.

"Come on smelly" He said, and put my leg in the garbage bag then somewhat tied it.

"Stop calling me smelly, hoe" I said, and playfully hit his chest.

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Taking a shower was difficult, but I still was able to get clean. I got dressed in some dressed in some gray shorts, and a black loose sweater. The girls are coming over so while we waited I sat on the bed, and worked on some lyrics. I put my notebook off on the nightstand, and Marshall walked back into the bedroom, sitting on the bed. I grabbed onto his back, and pulled him down so now he was laying on the bed.

"Haha! Got ya" I said, and then sat on top of him.

"I will break your leg" Marshall said.

"Fight me!" I chuckled.

"Okay then" He said, and quickly I was off of him. Marshall got on top of me, and started tickling the mess out of me.

"Marshall! Stop!! I'm gonna pee!" I yelled out while laughing, but he didn't stop.

"I'm gonna pee on you!" I threatened him, and he laughed at me. I pushed him, and he fell back off of the bed. I instantly started laughing, I didn't know I could push him off me, and make him fall.

"Are you okay baby?" I asked with a smile on my face.

"Shut up" Marshall chuckled, and kissed my lips. "Can we talk about something?" Marshall asked.

"Yeah, what?" I asked, and got comfortable on the bed.

"What happened with your dad, and the accident?" Marshall asked, and I sighed.

"Okay" I said.

I explained everything to Marshall. Everything from what Kevin said on the night I was on Wild N Out, to when I blacked out in the car after I crashed right into the tree. Marshall listened to everything I saw, nodding his head showing he understood, and after I was talking I sighed. There was a lot of stuff on my mind that made me have a panic attack, and it's just so scary how it happened.

Marshall was about to say something but his phone started ringing, and he picked it up. He quickly mumbled a couple things, and then hung up.

"We'll talk more tonight" He said, and left the room.

I took my stuff off the nightstand, and placed it on the bed. I had my laptop on the bed, and all my other equipment set out in front of me. While waiting for Marshall to come back I started to remix my song 3005, I had the volume on the loudest it could go, and played around with all my buttons on my equipment to remix the song.

"Sick!" Someone said, and I turned my head over, Hailie stood at the door frame watching.

"Come sweetie" I said, and patted the empty space next to me. "How was school?" I asked.

"It was.. Good" Hailie said, and I gave her a suspicious look. "Yeah, it sucked" Hailie said, and I chuckled.

"Why?" I asked.

"One of my friends" Hailie said, and air quoted the word friends. "Got me into her drama, and got mad when I didn't back her up. I just don't like drama. Now she doesn't want me to talk to her anymore, but I'm glad cause I never really liked her" Hailie explained, and I chuckled a bit.

"Anyways, when are you, and dad checking up on our new sibling?!" Hailie asked.

"I believe we have a appointment tomorrow, but where's Alaina, and Whitney?" I asked.

"I have no idea actually, I lost them when we got here" She said. "But hey, can I do your makeup?" Hailie asked.

"Um, sure I guess" I said. I don't wear lots of makeup, but I'm not gonna say no to her.

"Yay! I'll be right back" She said, and ran out the room. I placed my equipment off to the side, and she came back into the room with a big bin.

"Oh my god" I said looking at the amount of her makeup.

While I let Hailie do my makeup we talked about a bunch of things. Mostly girly type topics that she couldn't talk to Marshall about. I liked the fact that she came to me. She also likes the fact that she's getting another sibling, and also the makeup came out perfect! I loved my time I had with Hailie. It made me forget about everything I thought was stressful.

(A/N: QOTD - How many pictures, and videos do you have on your phone? AOTD - 13, 334

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