Trapped

Chapter 12

Ariana's pov
I was sitting in a taxi cab, crying. Why would he say that? Out loud? That was so disrespectful and he yelled at me. I thought Justin had feelings for me. I mean a few hours ago we almost kissed?! I grabbed my phone and called Alexa. "Hey!" She said. "Hey Alexa, it's me Ariana...Can I please come over to your place and stay for the night?" "Are you crying?? And of course you can!" "Okay thank you Lexie, I'll see you in a few minutes" I was about to hang up when she said one last thing. "Are you crying because of Ricky?" I tried to hold my tears and bit on my lip. "I'll tell you when I get there."

"I'm so so sorry Ariana, I'm sorry I didn't do anything.." she said after I told Alexa everything. "It's okay. I'm just worried about Justin, because he's probably in trouble because of me." I looked at Alexa. "He'll be fine, just like always. But maybe you need to call him or just talk to him. I think he just did that because he cares about you and wants to protect you.." "yeah I know... But I also still love Ricky, even though he's an assh*le." I took a deep breath. "But I think I also still love Justin... I'm trapped Alexa. I'm trapped and I have no idea how to come out."

It was late and we were in bed. I think Alexa was already sleeping so I decided to call Justin. I grabbed my phone and walked out of the room. I was wearing my pj's and a bathrope. I walked outside in the garden. It was a bit cold and there was a little wind. The garden was pretty big in comparison with the house. There was a little fountain with plants around it. The moon lighted up the place, it looked really gorgeous. I grabbed my phone and called Justin. No answer. I called again, it took a bit longer now so I suppose he answered. "Hello? It's Ariana." I heard a moaning sound and then heard Justin raspy voice. "Hey, and why are you calling so late? It's past midnight" "Sorry but I felt like I should call you... Because of what happened yesterday." It was quiet and I heard Justin sniffing. Was he actually crying? "I'm sorry Ariana. I'm so so sorry about what happened. I'm especialy sorry about what I said. I never meant it like that, and there's no excuse for this. But I just hope you'll forgive me." I took a deep breath. I wanted to say that it doesn't matter, because I know he did it for protection. And I know he didn't mean it but was just angry... And I want to say that I love him, but I couldn't. "I need to talk to you more, but I don't want to keep you awake anymore. So can I come over tomorrow?" "Yeah sure but my tour starts tomorrow again so you'll need to be here pretty early." "Sounds good. Oh and I forgive you, I know you would never mean it like that..." it was silent again. "Thank you Ariana, see you tomorrow then?" "Yes, see you tomorrow" I didn't want to hang up. I wanted to hear more of his beautiful raspy voice and his breath breathing in the phone. I could listen to him all day. But eventually he hang up and I went to sleep.