Chapter 19

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Ariana's pov
I heared footsteps comming closer. I felt that there was somebody standing next to me. I focused on every sound I could catch. I heard someone breathing for a split second but no talking. Then I heard a weird sound, like someone pulled something out. Quickly afer that, a constantly beep sound followed. It sounded like some alarm. Then I heard the door close. I guess somebody just walked out. Suddenly my "hole" became a white dot and then disappeared. No, no what's happening? Why did it dissapear? I now noticed the beep sound almost dissapeared. I could hear it somewhere far away really quiet. Then it became totally quiet. All I wanted to know is what was happening to me. Then suddenly I felt a little shock and the white dot came back.... but now it was a big hole and I almost could see a whole room. It became smaller and bigger and smaller and so on. I saw my feet, legs and my chest. There were weird things on my chest. "We're loosing her". I suddenly heard somebody say real loud in my ear. Loosing her? Am I going to die? NO! I tried to do everything that I could, to not die. I focused on the sounds again. I heard my own heartbeat. It was going really slow and sometimes it went really fast for a few seconds. Like it got a shock or something. I started to focus on my heartbeat and my breathing. Inhale, 1..2..3..4, exhale, 1..2..3..4..5. I repeated this. The "hole" came back. I saw my toes and the tiny television. But not much. I heared somebody sigh real deap and tried to move the "hole" but I couldn't. It suddenly went all dark and then I saw memory's flashing by. I tried to "catch" one. There was a guy. He was wearing a odd outfit and we were on some kind of stage. I saw myself walking towards him. "Goodluck Ari, I know you're gonna do great again." The guy said. "Thanks Ricky." I said and kissed him. I suddenly remembered that, that's my boyfriend. In a split second the happy romantic memory was replaced for a awful memory. I was laying on the ground while the same guy, I think his name is Ricky, was standing in front of me. He suddenly slapped me in the face. It felt like I could feel the smack, and it hurted. I remembered. I remembered every little thing about Ricky. How awful he is and how disrespectful he had treated me. Now I know how I ended up here. Probably because he beat me up. But why can't I feel my body or see or hear clearly? Will I ever feel my body again or see or hear clearly?

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