Supernatural Imagines #1

6. Being okay (Part 1) Dean x reader

•Imagine Dean knowing that your not "okay"

I could see it over and over again. Kate's lifeless eyes as the werewolves ate he dead body. If I was there only 2 minutes earlier she would be alright. She would be alive. She would have told Sam her feelings about him and live happily with a couple of children running around the bunker. Everything would be okay. But I messed up, I ruined everything. And now my best friend is dead. My best friend and hunting buddy is gone and its all my fault. I couldn't cry anymore for there were no tears left. I wanted to cry for her. I wish I was dead and she was alive.

Knocking. More knocking. soft voices.

I open the door and there stood Dean. He had a concerned looking face and I waved him in as I sat on my bed. "Hey kiddo, how ya doing?" He asked as he sat across from me on the chair she used to sit in. "I'm okay." My voice cracked, damn I didn't want him to see me like this. Not dean. Never dean.

"I know your not okay. So, talk to me. Tell me what's going on in that pretty little head of yours." He rubbed my hands, this is what he would do when I first started to hunt and I would be in shock after what I saw, and he would just hold me and rub my hands. That was when we were 13. What a time to be alive.

"I-it's my fault Dean." I swallowed hard. I didn't want to talk about it but he had a way of opening me up with just a stare. "No, no sweetie no it's not your fault." I shook my head. He has to know what happened. " no it is Dean, I-I, w-we got into this huge fight and I told... K-Kate.. To just go on her own. I went to a bar and r-realized how shitty I was being, and when I go-got there.... She was.." I started crying hard loud sobs.

Dean got up in a hurry and sat on the bed, bringing me into his chest. "Shhhh y/n it's alright. I don't care what you said, it's not your fault baby it's not your fault."

A/n

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