The life we live

Hurt

(Nobody POV)

'I hated this world and them'

They all thought deciding all at once without talking to one another but thought the same thing....it was time to go and live a new free life.

"HEY, YOU WHAT ARE YOU GUYS NOT DOING IN CLASS" the security yelled, everyone ran off even angel group not wanting to get caught. He started to run after them until he saw the girls on the ground bruised up badly and a little cuts that aren't visible "OH LORD JESUS" "Max it-t alright" Lucy said "we are not even needed here" Misaki said "if you aren't needed or not you shouldn't give up in life no matter how hard it gets" max said and started to help them and calling for help.

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"Please don't do anything to harm yourself, you will get through this" Makarov voice full with worry "okay-y," Hinata said. Nobody said a word they left after school hours. They all came back to there house only to see more graffiti on the front side of there house but if you look closer there is a small heart on there that tugged a smile on amu face.

(Misaki pov)

I looked down at my hands and saw a little bit of blood stain there I wipe it off at the hem of my shirt. I open the door to our house and went straight to my bedroom. I looked through my drawer getting frustrated as time pass on "WHERE IS IT" I yelled "you can't find it either" a familiar voice said at the door. I quickly looked at the door and saw the one and only amu. I have her and irritated looked thinking she took it "give it back," I said harshly "I don't have it," amu said with an irritated look as well.

"What do you mean" I said more calmer "I mean when I went to my room and feel the time to cut but when I was looking for it it wasn't there so I came to your room and tried to use your but it wasn't there along with Lucy and hinata" amu explain " well it time to get it back from one of them" I said walking out of my room "I tried but they won't budge" amu said and started to follow me "alright were is it" I said with an annoyed voice "we threw it out" hinata said "WHY" both me and amu said yelling at them " cause this is getting out of hand, today we wanted to die and with out thinking twice of the consequences" Lucy said calmly which pissed me off " I know you still have them.... please just one more time then you can throw it way" I said getting on the floor.

(Lucy pov)

'Should I give to them' I started to think, me and Hinata got all of the razors in the house and deiced not to throw it away yet. I looked to Hinata to see what she said. I saw her nodded a bit "alright but me Hinata are going to monitor you both" I said and got off the chair and followed amu while Hinata quickly grabs the two razor and followed Misaki.

I grab the razor that Hinata gave to me " I will do this and you will not move and on my count you have to stay still, got it" I said they both nodded I grab amu arm and rolled up her hoodie and slide the razor across her arm and didn't flinch once as blood started to oozes out and dropped in to the sink "alright let go Misaki your turn." I said and grab amu arm and started to clean the wound.   "So is this really our last time" amu asked "yes, I don't want my grandfather to worry any longer I want us to change a little you know" I said but I felt like amu knew I was hiding something "come on tell me" she said I sighed "Makarov saw my arm slightly, I am not sure but I think he did" I said.

(Amu pov)

I see she doesn't want Makarov to be disappointed to find out her granddaughter is cutting her self along with her friends. I patted Lucy back as she was looking down of her arm " you are making the right choice Lucy I will back you up okay" I said she still had that blank expression but I could see she smiling a bit. "You could have told me early jeez Lucy then I could have prepared," Misaki said coming in the room with Hinata right be-hide her while slightly smiling.

"That reminds me we have to get more food" hinata said "but how" I said "yeah that old man rises everything in this house making it impossible to pay any of them" Misaki said "it that or starve again or steal some food" hinata said "I can go with the starving" I spoke up Lucy agreed " I don't know I just got used to eating right, and it will be hard to get on the right side of eating right" Misaki said "well just have to figure it out later" hinata said and we all agreed.

(Hinata pov)

I looked around the counter to see how tired everyone was expectedly amu and Misaki, I mean I am still tired but at least the nurse helped us by wrapping our wounds. "Let go to sleep," I said "alright," they all said and I stayed down to turn out the lights. As shut off the last light I thought I saw someone shadow outside but I shrug it off thinking I just need sleep so I went up to my bright yellow bedroom and slept it wasn't comfortable but at least it is a bed, for now.

I woke the next morning, I was about to go downstairs realizing that there nothing to cook. I looked at the floor and saw there was a bottle of water, I was thirsty so I drank it. I really didn't feel liking go to school so I went to Lucy room. "Hey," I said and shake Lucy quietly as I could "hm" I heard her said "I still don't feel well so I decided to stay home," I said in a hushed voice "alright we could stay too," Lucy said in a sleepy voice. I nodded knowing she can't see but I still did it and moved into amu room and told her what told Lucy and she also agreed. I never went into Misaki room cause I know she won't wake up till later.